Pixie's Singing

i watched it around last week. hiphiphurrah for torrent. hahaaa..well, it might sound like another love story or whatever. and probably it is. but it's another truth that whoever a girl is, however strong she looks like, she still believes in her own fairy tale. that one day the prince charming will come and make everything beautiful. even in these days. in these crazy days. what i see is it's very real. what the girl feels, i don't know about the guy's feeling, but well it's a simple but refreshing movie for me :) too Hollywood, too cheesy, too girly, all check. but i still like it :D Dylan : Why do women think the only way to get men to do what they want is to manipulate them? Jamie : History, personal experience, romantic comedies.

i didn't give you up so easy i did walk my extra miles for you 3 times don't you think it's enough? i'm not forgetting you i just can't stand to realize you're there before i come back that i can smell your perfume and i can imagine you're sleeping, like a baby i didn't reply you i don't wanna fall for you once again that will cause us another problem i'm picking up myself and walk away not because i don't appreciate you it's because you want to continue your life, changing your direction and i don't wanna be there clinging on you i love you azizam in the way you probably don't understand and you love me, i do believe in the way i probably don't understand also it's not my fault it's not yours as the seed and the ground sometimes it can produce a beautiful tree but sometimes nothing grows it's not the seed's fault, nor the ground's fault they're just not matching one another the seed isn't the seed

and here's another movie i watched just few days ago. I am Sam. finally i watch it :D it's a very touching movie about one father who's different and not perfect, but love his daughter perfectly. the government said that he won't be able to raise his daughter alone, because the mother ran away. Sam, the father, has intelligence level the same with 7 years old human. the government took his daughter on her birthday. and Sam has to fight for his daughter to come back to him. it's another great movie about love. how actually human being needs love more than anything in their live. more than money, fame, and any other things. they need love for the most. children especially. without it, there'll be one big hole in their live. that they will probably fill with everything they think can make them happy. but they don't know what they're filling their hole with. usually it's not something good. how imperfect is the father, but he loves his daughter perfectly

i bought this book when i was in jakarta few months ago. i bought it because of the author's name. i thought that he's very famous and people read his books, a lot. why do i never read any of his book? so i picked it up and read the back cover. and it sounds very interesting. "everyone has their own destiny". so i bought it and just finished reading it. and i can say that it's wonderful. it doesn't speak about one form of religion, but i can see that there are many parts of God that's been talking about inside. how we find Him, how to be close to Him. any religion and belief we're walking to, we're just choosing our path to go back to Him. any road we take. we just wanna go to Him. it tells me that people are looking for a cause why they are here in the world. but as long as they're just looking for it, they seem like forget really doing something on this world. probably the answer is we don't know why we're here. and accept it. believi

i watched it like a week ago. and it's great in its own way. it tells me that idea never fade, even the man who does it fading, the idea will still be there. in term of getting something revolutionary, it's not the man that's important, it's the idea behind him. it's the thoughts behind everything. and while you're still afraid of dying, you can't make your extra miles. you will just be there, afraid of crossing the line. when you finally not afraid of death, you can just live lively..but in every stage of human's life, even the strangest the man is, there must be love in some of his stories :)

after all i'm just like another girl that afraid of losing someone she loves and even more afraid if he ever finds somebody else to love this is the time when all theories are just like words, with no meaning and what i really care is to see him smile, and knowing the reason behind it is me.