Pixie's Singing

image source "If you work for a living, why do you kill yourself working?" -The Good, the Bad and the Ugly (1966)

so yeah hi, the after graduation story is still going on. i'm still waiting for my fix and first job to come. there's one company who has accepted me and fortunately i like to work there also, but i haven't receive the contract. so..there's no work before there's contract agreement. i hope everything will be just good in time. i still need to settle lotsa things before i can start working without any distraction. by next week everything should be settle. i hope. arghhh.. life's kinda different when you have someone to share your life with. no, i'm not married. i'm being closed to someone. i'm happy yes. but it needs a lot of efforts that i have never imagined. we come from different country, culture, and the way of life. we have a lot of similarities but also differences. and once again, theory is so much more easier than the practical acts. it's hard to not let someone else just because of your ego. it's hard to know each other and understan...

heyhooo...hehee..well it's been quite a long time i never write anything here. my life's kinda busy..well euphoria and happiness after graduation only last for 1 week and then the stress came to find a job. since i'm a foreigner, there are a lot of problems on the process. the most highlighted is visa and working permit. it's expensive and sometimes company don't wanna take the risk to apply for you, in case you'll run away and don't wanna work with them again. but if u have to apply it by yourself, it's hard to be issued too. so yeah, complicated. and for my field as graphic designer, here in malaysia there are lotsa graduated graphic designers and the government wants the companies to give priority to the local first. well, that's a good policy to be honest. but yeah, be a problem for me also, since again i'm a foreigner. but so far, thx God, i have 2 job offerings. one of them will probably give me the 2nd interview, which i really hope that i...