Pixie's Singing

just watched it on monday. another great movie anyway! i love the storyline, the problems, the settings, the characters, the acts. amazing. how holmes' thinking. and there are 2 holmes anyway, surprising hahahahhaa. i really enjoy watching this :) and it's good to finally touch the civilization. hehehhe..happy~ well, i had another teeth operation on monday. still had one more tooth to be taken out and it's harder than before. the dentist already said that it'll hurt more than before and yes it is. and brilliantly, when i met my friends at one shopping mall, i left the medicine at my sister's car and she went somewhere else. such a disaster! thx God my friends were there and I'm showed how much love i have and how many people do really care of me. sadly, someone who's close to my heart is the one who's breaking my heart to pieces that day. but anyway, probably we have to be in that situation to really see reality. :) well, my bro's wedding is coming a

so yes i know it's been so long ago but i just have time (and internet) to post it here. i went to singapore because visa thing. so i was there for 2 days 1 night. i met my friends there and we went around together. nice thing :) well, i wish someone's there but apparently he's not. haha.. i already forget most of the places we went. i forget the exact name..but i stayed at the little red dot backpacker hostel. it's really nice! it's located at lavender street. it has good room with good bed and air cond. it's new also anyway. free breakfast. clean and nice bathroom. friendly staff. free internet and wifi! and it's just next to Lavender Bus Station, where I took a bus coming back to malaysia. just crossed the road and taraaa i'm there. the bus is transnasional :) well, i wasn't expecting to go there alone but with my bf. but damn thing happened and his visa isn't ready yet. to be honest i was really happy to have an idea to travel together with

When a man wants to be with you, he’ll be with you. Period. There won’t be excuses, drama, shadiness or uncertainty.

yes i missed the first 1 hour of the movie but i still enjoy it. hehehe. yeah it's like many other action movie but i do enjoy watching that kind of movie so :D i never watched its first 3 movies, really. hehehe. so i don't know. but from this movie, the actors were great. especially the analyze and the woman. like them :) nice ending also. wow..it's been a long time i've never been to a cinema any more. hahahaha..

It's like you're screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it's over and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good.

it's good to know someone's out there to say hello :)

yeah, hellow. after a very long pause. i'm in jakarta. have just reached 2 days ago. waiting for my working visa while i'm working at home via online. disaster. i left 300 file links at my office and really wanted to teleport at once! even i have a way out not to leave it as missing links (which is very very fatal) but it needs a lot of works! 300 links! it's the same like putting a new images as much as 300. yeah, crazy. it took me 2 days to finish everything. but anyway i did it yay! so now waiting for my boss to comment on that project. anyhow..i still don't like living in jakarta. hahaha..the dust, flies, transportation, anything. well there are few things i like actually; my family, my bed, the food. hehe..somehow i miss bali quite bad. walking for 5 minutes and you'll find a lot of interesting things. beach, foreigner, food, anything to see and enjoy. here, you walk 5 minutes and end up in the middle of the road full of vehicles and dust, again. arghhhh~ well,

sometimes you are so annoying

here's another one i watch just few days ago. yeah simple classic romeo and juliet movie with gnomes as the character. the ending must be happy ending. just like everyone knows. but what i like from this movie is the visualisation. amazingly beautiful. the house, the garden, even the gnomes. hehe. that poster is i don't know which country version but i think that's very cute so i put it here. hehehe..

i watched it few weeks ago in jakarta actually. oh gosh this working life kinda burdens me doing few things i always do. and yes, have a boyfriend plays such a big role also. but anyway..i'm waiting for my friend to finish her work while i just finished mine, got nothing to do and kinda miss my blog. so here i am. hehehe.. this is a totally great movie with such a splendid 3d. they move like real human but it's cartoon after all. great thing to execute this kind of legend among people around the world. just imagine if they change your 'picture' of tintin to be somebody else. such a disappointment if they don't match. so in my opinion they use the right execution for this movie. the story was also great! my friend said it's following the book exactly. appreciate :) it's entertaining and exciting. can't wait to see the sequel. hehehe. my fave scene is the opening one, where tin tin and snowy was in a street market. i always love that kind of market. full o

love. 1 word that has a very strong meaning and affects, everywhere. it's said world goes round because of this thing, and people died because of the same thing. being in love, being loved, and loving someone is probably the best thing you can do and feel. but as everything always has 2 sides, it's also something that will destroy you the most. not the true form of love, but maybe what's playing inside our mind and heart does. people may love in different ways. people may see it as different thing. world goes so mad huh? that to describe and feel one thing seems to be so difficult. i feel like i'm riding on a carousel, seeing the world spinning around me, or is it me who's spinning around the world? seeing everything quite blur. while the lights look like many interesting bulbs. i close my eyes and feel the spinning. exhale. inhale. breath. i open my eyes, and the world seems to be as blur as before. image source

“If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't it never was.”

We're all in the same game, just different levels. Dealing with the same hell. Just different devils.

Aries passion also fosters selfishness and quick-tempers, but this same fire fosters their generosity and enthusiasm

i don't give a fuck for people who's looking down at me. people who do care of me never look me in such a way

and when the night comes and the moon rises. while dreaming about the beauty of the world. she was laying down and staring at the ceiling. imagining a room with too many lights to count. and the only thing she can do is just starring. happily. and she closes her eyes. and meets the dream.

Aries are very impulsive and usually do not think before they act - or speak.

sometimes i do act like this :D

so hi..this is something i don't like when i'm working. no time for blogging. when i reach back home, i just don't wanna touch the laptop anymore, besides have to tidy up the room, do some laundry, wash some dishes. after everything it's night already and just wanna sleep at once. oh life...why you no more exciting? hehee..it's not that i don't like my working life. it is different than my student life before. but yeah it has its own benefit and things to lose also. so far i like what i'm doing. even sometimes i think i like other field of career. *oh damn blogger was crashed and i have to rewrite everything* so yeah, i seems to like other career field. i like being involved with something going on. well, like maintaining facebook account when i had the final exhibition. updating the status, seeing the comments, replying..there's always something new everyday. fun! and for designing itself, i like doing things for restaurants, hotels, hostels, any not re

precious is every single time i have with you every single moment i have with you everything i feel when i'm with you it's you, in shorter word

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win

oh yeah hi everyone after a really really long time. what happened? i moved out from cyberjaya to oug (old klang road), started to work, went back to indonesia, came back here again, started to work, and now is looking for a new place to live. well it's really different to live as a worker than a student, both good and bad things. i can't wake up 11 in the morning, apparently with my current place to live i can't go anywhere after i go back home from work, transportation problem (quite acute), have to be in a new place with new people. i'm not the easy going queen so forget the quick progress. i mean all my coworkers are good, just..it's just me with my silent lips when i'm being dragged to a new environment. good thing is, you're working within the working hours (so far), u're being paid of what u're doing. hmmm..yeah i can say that student and working life is way different. we have different things to be thought, worried, and graced. so far i still

to male man, man male to.

somehow..i remember you :)

heyhow. so yeah it's been almost a week that i've been working. so far so good :D well i still like my internship office by the way :P spend 1,5 - 2 hours on the road one way everyday. working for around 8 hours with 1 hour lunch time, that i usually spend with facebooking and twittering. hahaa. i plan to work until wednesday, coz i have to pack my things, blablabla before i go back to jakarta to wait for my working visa, that i really hope will be issued soon with no harm *gulp*. it's so hard to get the working visa nowadays for a graphic designer. but anyway, finger crossed ;D you are maybe someone i didn't prefer to be with, but yet i stay.. :)

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yeah i've just thought that the lazy days are coming but nope i was wrong. this is my 2nd day of working in the company. well, i plan to work only for 1 week until next wednesday. but i have to finish the project by then. well, wish me luck. i'm making something like a pocket book which reminds me of biology class on high school a lot. haha. still got pages to go. ufff..and i don't know why it's more tiring to work than to have internship (oh well, you think?) but seriously, i did quite the same thing, sitting in front of the computer all day long and doing things. now my ankle sometimes hurts, especially when i've just stood up.ughh..feels like so old :[ i spent 2 hours to reach the office since it's like in the other side of the world from cyberjaya. *sigh* hope it'll be better when i have moved nearby. yay! :D so far i like what i'm doing and i hope it'll last long. amen :)

not really sih. yeah i've got the job here in malaysia but i haven't got the visa and the company said it's a really hard time to get one. so yeah, pray for the best that everything will be just fine in the end. i hope the visa will be done within 2 months and i'll be back here soon. damn, it's so hard to leave such a place you've been living for 3,5 years. in the other hand, now it's time for the lazy days again. lalala~ since okay i don't have anything particular to be done. so let's enjoy the last 2 weeks i have here. it doesn't even sound good anyway but..arghhh..yeah so i plan to enjoy day by day i have here until my flight back to jakarta. Kane Chronicle by Rick Riordan is still waiting for me. ;)

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image source "If you work for a living, why do you kill yourself working?" -The Good, the Bad and the Ugly (1966)

so yeah hi, the after graduation story is still going on. i'm still waiting for my fix and first job to come. there's one company who has accepted me and fortunately i like to work there also, but i haven't receive the contract. so..there's no work before there's contract agreement. i hope everything will be just good in time. i still need to settle lotsa things before i can start working without any distraction. by next week everything should be settle. i hope. arghhh.. life's kinda different when you have someone to share your life with. no, i'm not married. i'm being closed to someone. i'm happy yes. but it needs a lot of efforts that i have never imagined. we come from different country, culture, and the way of life. we have a lot of similarities but also differences. and once again, theory is so much more easier than the practical acts. it's hard to not let someone else just because of your ego. it's hard to know each other and understan

heyhooo...hehee..well it's been quite a long time i never write anything here. my life's kinda busy..well euphoria and happiness after graduation only last for 1 week and then the stress came to find a job. since i'm a foreigner, there are a lot of problems on the process. the most highlighted is visa and working permit. it's expensive and sometimes company don't wanna take the risk to apply for you, in case you'll run away and don't wanna work with them again. but if u have to apply it by yourself, it's hard to be issued too. so yeah, complicated. and for my field as graphic designer, here in malaysia there are lotsa graduated graphic designers and the government wants the companies to give priority to the local first. well, that's a good policy to be honest. but yeah, be a problem for me also, since again i'm a foreigner. but so far, thx God, i have 2 job offerings. one of them will probably give me the 2nd interview, which i really hope that i

and i don't want the world to see me, coz i don't feel that they will understand.

and this is really great! the last movie follows the book really well so the story flow is awesome with a little bit details left. above is my favourite scene, where voldemort was trying to invade hogwarts and all students and teachers were defense their school. harry potter is not just a movie. it's something memorable for people in my age because it's like we're growing up together. more or less the main characters are the same age as we are. and the first time we knew about it, harry is at the same age also. the end of harry potter is the end of one amazing era. i hope it will remain great until later :) can't say anything that can describe the movie well. it's amazing and memorable. every scenes and characters. you'll live in my memory.. fave characters :D weasley twins!

i watched this one at genting. well, it's kinda disappointing. i love its 2 previous movies. but this one, the story doesn't make sense, the conflict doesn't make sense, and even the characters are changing so much. autobots on blood? c'mon. sam's character is changing to be so emotional with no reason. well, maybe i can understand the pressure of being fresh graduate and doesn't have a job. but er..and also the girl..yah well she's supposed to be interesting because she's beautiful and smart. but..well i can't see it really clearly. she looks like a beautiful lady. that's it. the conflict is also..weird. and all the autobots become so revengeful and harsh. er..i don't know even the battle is so repetitive. i don't enjoy watching this one. and i hope it won't continue with another stupid thing. i love transformer, don't make me hate it :\

so yeah heyho! after quite a long time..well you may see the photos of my family tripping to china town KL, melacca, and genting. they came here because of my graduation. :) we spent 2 days in KL and stayed in one hotel at china town. the hotel name's hotel china town 2. surprisingly, it's quite good with a cheap price but clean place. wihiii~ my father's favourite noodle stall we're at another noodle restaurant near china town then we spent 1 day at melacca. my father was happy to be there because of the buildings etc but he hates the hot weather. we tried the melacca river cruise. one person is for RM10 if i'm not mistaken. i enjoy the ride very much since i saw many interesting buildings around. and we got the whole ship for us. hahaa.. melacca river cruise! on the board other than tons of interesting buildings, their bridges are beautiful also :) after taking the cruise we went to one restoran peranakan at jonker walk. it's not the one i tried on december bu