Pixie's Singing

Saw it too many times on pinterest. It has never struck me hard till now. In the end we really can’t control of what other people will do, feel, react, treat us, we can control nothing. It hurts, it sucks and we ask why. Sometimes we got the answer, but most of the time we don’t. Well I don’t. From a single thought, it then became a spider web, when I realize it, it’s already too complicated and guess what, I’m trapped in the middle of it. Funny. I created my own spiderweb and got stuck. Just because of one single why. Just because I never let go at the right time. How can we let go when it still linger in our mind? Exactly. I don’t know the answer. Then one day, I woke up and got sick of this situation and wrecked myself from it. That hurts too. So many loses, so many heartaches, so many whys. Then really it feels useless to ask why. It’s exhausting to keep holding on and hurt yourself at the same time. Out of exhaustion I gave up. Deliberating? Yes. Sad? Yes. But it gets easier day b...

I think it's time to sweep away few things I dont need for my future :)

i watched this movie few days ago..okay last week probably. the story is so standard, 2 bestfriends, one of them wanna get married. the husband is from 'other society' so the bride has a 'new bestfriend' over her long-year bestfriend. conflict happened. their friendship was tested. and..yeah happy ending in the end. but there's something interesting in the middle. when the main character was down, she felt she had lost everything. her bestfriend, job, no boyfriend, etc etc. one of the bridesmaids taught her about life. that it'll always 'annoy' you no matter what. and sometimes, you just gotta fight it back to live. you can't just sit and let it plays you upside down. you're responsible of your own life. so get up and get things done. simple thing, but really, at times it's the hardest thing to be done. to depend on yourself. and believe that this is your life, you're the one who can do it the best, even you're the one who will cau...

i watched it around last week. hiphiphurrah for torrent. hahaaa..well, it might sound like another love story or whatever. and probably it is. but it's another truth that whoever a girl is, however strong she looks like, she still believes in her own fairy tale. that one day the prince charming will come and make everything beautiful. even in these days. in these crazy days. what i see is it's very real. what the girl feels, i don't know about the guy's feeling, but well it's a simple but refreshing movie for me :) too Hollywood, too cheesy, too girly, all check. but i still like it :D Dylan : Why do women think the only way to get men to do what they want is to manipulate them? Jamie : History, personal experience, romantic comedies.

Two of the hardest tests in life: The patience to wait for the right moment and the courage to accept that you've waited for nothing.

When a man wants to be with you, he’ll be with you. Period. There won’t be excuses, drama, shadiness or uncertainty.

It's like you're screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it's over and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good.

“If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't it never was.”

We're all in the same game, just different levels. Dealing with the same hell. Just different devils.

i don't give a fuck for people who's looking down at me. people who do care of me never look me in such a way

and when the night comes and the moon rises. while dreaming about the beauty of the world. she was laying down and staring at the ceiling. imagining a room with too many lights to count. and the only thing she can do is just starring. happily. and she closes her eyes. and meets the dream.

image source "If you work for a living, why do you kill yourself working?" -The Good, the Bad and the Ugly (1966)

"But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful.They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you."

One of the oldest human needs is having someone to wonder where you are when you don't come home at night. - Margaret Mead

distance is not easy and life is unknown but we will see

Behind every beautiful girl, there is a dumbass guy who did her wrong and made her strong.