Pixie's Singing

last wednesday i had a presentation about typo t-shirt. we have to produce the real t-shirt for this assignment and we have to search the printing shop to print our design. believe me, it's been a long story till my t-shirt comes true. haha. insane things. by the way IT'S DONE! yeeyy! hehehhe. i printed at berjaya timesquare for RM25 not including the t-shirt because i use red colour t-shirt and they only provide black and white tees. i bought the t-shirt in bossini and fortunately they have the colour i want! yAYYY!! hihihi~ so here it is... my sentence is PROUD TO BE ME. generally it advices the target market to be proud of themselves no matter how they look like and what other people say about them. the target market is teenager both boys and girls. =) since so many teenagers are too concern about their appearance and their looks, sometimes it causes a bad things such as eating disorders and some psychological effects. change your mind, break the barrier that you used to bui

yeeeyy..hari ini uda presentasi typo t-shirt. akirnya. hahaha. setelah sekian lama berjuang cuma buat ngeprintnya ajah. haha. parah. akirnya sampe ngeprint di berjaya timesquare. heheh. disana enak ngmng2 buat belanja. hahahahah. hummm..iya tadi presentasi setelah semaleman gue cuma tidur 2 jam dari jam 10 sampe 12. hehe. makanya siang2 tuh ngantuk gila2an. bisa dong gue sampe tidur di plaza sgala. bego. hahaahha. tuz pas lagi briefing jurusan juga. tidur dengan bahagianya XD abis bosen. abis ntuh dipanggil presentasi. hahaah. untung pas kelas gue presentasi, si aaron udah mendingan moodnya. katanya di kelas pagi dia ngamuk2 gtuh gra2 pada telat dan ga di mount properly gtuh2 deh. makanya td laporan pagi2nya ga enak. hahha. tuz pas kelas siang untungnya dia menetralkan diri lagi =) dia bilank he's quite pleased with us. hehhe. yesyesyssss~ yah bodo deh gue termasuk to ngga yg penting dia moodnyabaik2 ajah. hehehe. gtw sih dikasih berapa sama dia, tpi kayanya mayan lah sukses yeyyyy

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea Creation's revealing Your majesty From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring Every creature unique in the song that it sings All exclaiming Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name. You are amazing God All powerful, untameable, Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim You are amazing God Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night None can fathom Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name You are amazing God All powerful, untameable, Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim You are amazing God You are amazing God Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name. You are amazing God All powerful, untameable, Awestruck

these are my photography assignment. we have to shoot in the studio and outdoor. both model and products. so here we are... the 1st one is still life photography. i don't really like this one because of the colour and i don't know why it's chosen. haha. the product is paper clip which i got from astri. haha. it's super cute and i really like the real colour actually. it's much lighter. 2nd one is low key photo. the model is my friend. iin. i like the shoot. hehe. with all the colourful half transparent cloth XD i never expect the result to be like this. superb compared with my basic concept which is so cimple =) i even didn't have any exact imagination how it'll look like before i took the photo. hahaha. 3rd. this is the high key photo. the same model. quite the same concept. flowing2 clothes. hehehe. love many photos from thissection but this is the one which my lecture chose. =) 4th. this is the magazine cover. the model is my housemate, tamara. when i had

this is something i got when i went to berjaya timesquare about...1 month ago? hehehhe. there's an art craft exhibition there and i saw a booth that sold this kind of drawings. i met the artist also. typical of artist. haahah. she's kind and smiles a lot and very welcome to the customer. really love that kind of people. and i do love her drawings so much. it's different and so unique and since i do love ilustration since last semester so..finding it is like finding a treasure ^^ yayyy! there are many drawings there but this one is my favourite. and s ince i have so less sleep nowadays, this cute owl represents me a lot. hahahah. <3 BENNYLITA NASUTION. and you can see her artwork here . ENJOY~! =)

hehehe...iya begituhlah. di tengah2 semua kepanikan yg kaos gue ga kelar2 lah. yg tinta printernya abis lah. yang gue ga paham lah mo diprint warna apa. yg kayanya gue ga bakat banget ama typography. hahhaha. yah hal2 kaya gtuh. yg menghambat proses kelarnya 1 tugas dari sekian juta yg masih menumpuk. PIUH CAPE YAH. hehehe. iya bisa deh akir sem mah begituh =D *nulis dengan kliatan senang padahal dalem ati nyumpah2 sepenuh jiwa* dalam 2 mg ini ada brapa tugas yah. ng....9? hehe. around segtuh lah. sebenernya klo dibikin listnya ga banyak2 amad *menghibur diri* tpi prosesnya loh. entah mengapa gue bikin apa2 tuh LUAMANYA ga tahan. asli deh. entah mengapa skali lagi sodara sodari. hiks. yah gtuh deh. tuz bikinnnya lama. jadinya lama. mana suka mood2an. tuzklo dah ga feeling jadi males. jedong jedong. mudah2an gada yg failed. parah banget ampe failed. digoreng kali gue. T_T hmmm..apa yah. hehe. kadang2 bingung deh ini apaan sih assignments gambrengan banget. phew. somehow i enjoy doing it

lagi dengerin sonora skarang. hihi~ enak2 banget daritadi lagunya. mo tidur tpi sayang banget. hehehe. daritadi rusuh2an gtuh. hahhahah. ni jga masih sih. ma cc gue n ko nas. =) hari ni..ngapain yah. di rumah ngerjain tugas. hahah. kemaren ntn angels and demons. tpi ntah kenapa. koq rasanya biasa ajah. ga terlalu bagus sih menurut gue. bukunya jauh lbih mantap. entah filmnya beneran ga bagus ato suasana ga mendukung. gue menjelang2 bt dan ada tmen gue bawel bet. gue ga bisa ntn ma orang komentar mulu. zz~ yah gituh deh. tmpat2nya sih keren2. tuz anglenya juga bagus. yg maen juga keren banget. hehheh. yah overall bagus sih. tpi gue jadi pingin baca bukunya lagi. scara kayanya dulu gue ampe amazed banget baca bukunya saking kerennya.heehe. nanti sih kalo balik indo ah nyari bukunya =D penasaran banget. heehheheh. besok mo ntn night at the museum 2. hehhehe.pada bilank bagus sih. mudah2an ajah emank bagus beneran. heeheh. masih tetep. idup ituh lucu. entah mengapa lah. gue juga klo dipiki

hidup itu pilihan. apapun pilihannya dan apapun yg kita ambil. banyak banget hal dan perbedaan di antara kita semua. agama, ras, suku, kepercayaan, tempat tinggal, apalah. beda. ga sedikit yg mempertanyakan ngapain ada perbedaan. kenapa perbedaan itu ada. kenapa agama itu ada. kenapa orang dikotak2in jadi beda karena agama? kenapa harus percaya? mungkin sampe gue mati juga ga bakal pernah dapet jawaban yg exact. karena ya itu. ga semua bisa dipikir hanya pake otak. apapun itu. semuanya kembali k orangnya masing2. gimana dia mau hidup. apa yg dipilih orang itu? diam aja pilihan koq. =) persepsi orang kan beda2. sampe kapan juga ga bakal bisa jadi 1. gue sih ga perna percaya itu akan jadi 1 ajah nantinya. entah yah =D gue juga hanya manusia. ga sempurna. =) 3 of us. dengan latar belakang beda2. dengan pilihan yang beda2. dengan sejarah yg beda2. dengan cerita yang beda2 setiap orangnya. amazingnya talked together. hahahaha. debat kali yah =D gue ga perna nyangka hari ini akan dateng. tpi

big effort to confess and to tell someone that you love him. bigger effort to still stand when the worst happened. bigger effort to keep your smile for the world and hide everything in your own heart. bigger effort to understand that you're not the one for him and there will be no story between you two. bigger effort to let your feeling goes with no regret. bigger effort to realize that he loves someone else. bigger effort to listen to him telling you about the girl. bigger effort to be neutral and give him positive input. bigger effort to smile at him and delete your feeling everytime you meet him and feel that his smile is still the same. bigger effort to say amen to his pray to be together with that girl. i don't know how much effort i will have to see them together later on. but yet. the biggest effort is to see him never feel love and give it a chance. =) so be it. love. learn. realize. feel. smile. cry. hurt. hope. wish. dream. worries. tears. laughs. no one knows about t

huehehhehee....apa yah. ngga ada apa2 sih. lagi biasa2 ajah. agak bosen sama tugas. tpi so far so good amin =) mudah2an bisa selesai dalam 2 minggu masih ada 9 biji lagi nih. hueheheheheh. hurmmmm....apa yah. hehhe. gatau sih. besok mo ntn angels n demons sma eka. gtwsama siapa lagi. sama iin kalo jadi. mudah2an lancar bsokk..males dapet bus yg lama apalagi sampe keabisan tiket zz bangetttt..hiks. katanya sih bagus banget hehhehe. pingin ntn banget! scara bukunya ok banget gtuh. hohoo~ pingin skalian nyari barang juga buat final fotografi. mo bkin iklannya tabasco. hehhehe. less is more XD padahal alesan karena males nyari text. tpi emank iklannya tabasco yg jadi referensi gue ga pake text sih. cuma pake logo doank. hueheheheh~ amin smuanya lancar2 ajah dan bisa presentasi mg depan. kaos juga nih. disuruh rubah. gue pake warna kuning. tpi entah gmn jadi kaya mati gtuh warnanya. doh~ gtw nih. bingung. hehhe. mudah2an di approve tuz bisa presentasi juga. masih harus bkin poster soalnya.

i don't know what's wrong. i've got bad feelings since 3 days ago and it's really annoying. my family back in jakarta is fine. all of them i hope. and nothing goes wrong here. at least me and my assignments. social life..yahh..it's fine. i think. hahaha. my sister? she just feels the same like me. and we don't know why. it's really annoying. i hate when something like this happens. coz i never know what will happen until it happens. zz~ i focused my mind on another thing for some times. i watched xtra large once again. indonesian movie. one of the best =) it's been a long time since i watched it on the movie. it's nice. and again, it makes me cry. i don't know if i'm feeling really sensitive today or what. but yeah...it's like a fairy tale in modern city anyway. hahaha. i don't know if that kind of love does exist or not. just..yeah..dreamed that one day there'll be someone who loves me in that way. and i do feel the same. =) i ju

I remember all my life raining down as cold as ice shadows of a man a face through a window crying in the night the night goes into morning just another day happy people pass my way looking in their eyes I see a memory I never realized how happy you made me oh Mandy when you came and you gave without taking but I sent you away oh Mandy when you kissed me and stopped me from shaking and I need you today oh Mandy I'm standing on the edge of time I walked away when love was mine caught up in a world uphill climbing tears are on my mind and nothing is rhyming oh Mandy when you came and you gave without taking but I sent you away oh Mandy when you kissed me and stopped me from shaking and I need you today oh Mandy yesterday's a dream I faced the morning crying on the breeze the pain is calling oh Mandy when you came and you gave without taking but I sent you away oh Mandy when you kissed me and stopped me from shaking and I need you today oh Ma

heheheh..as usual. i'm doing my assignments and going to signing out from the net so i just drop some words here. heehe. hurmmm...every assignments are on board. hehhe. i got 2 CIS assignments and decided to make it as one. hahaha. one brand actually concepted by me. hehe. TEDDY BEAR STORY. a children book store whose dream is to provide good books source for the children from the beginning. why teddy bear? it's simply children best friend, at least until they're 12. heheheh. for girls, it could be forever. heheheh. since i love books and i really dreamed to visit a very good children books store here in malaysia or indonesia. hehehe. this is my dream store. =) so far i've done the candidate of its logo. hehehe. i'll have tutorial around....6 hours later. hehehhe. and another assignment is typo t-shirt. i don't really...er..like it. but yeah, the tagline is PROUD TO BE ME. it's about everyone personal looks. many people complained about their minus looks, su

di sini aku masih sendiri merenungi hari-hari sepi aku tanpamu, masih tanpamu bila esok hari datang lagi ku coba tuk hadapi semua ini meski tanpamu oooh meski tanpamu bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung di tempat ini aku bertahan reff: suara dengarkanlah aku apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku aku di sini menunggunya masih berharap di dalam hatinya suara dengarkanlah aku apakah aku slalu di hatinya aku di sini menunggunya masih berharap di dalam hatinya kalau ku masih tetap disini ku lewati semua yang terjadi aku menunggumu, ooohh aku menunggumu reff2: suara dengarkanlah aku apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku aku di sini menunggunya masih berharap di dalam hatinya suara dengarkanlah aku apakah aku ada dihatinya aku di sini menunggunya masih berharap di dalam hatinya repeat reff suara dengarkanlah aku entah buat siapa =)

huehehhe...feel better day by day =) uhmm..finally i have submitted the doorgift and invitation assignment but i didn't take any photo because my camera was borrowed by mike. hehehe. but it's okay since i think i'll ge it back later. hahahaha. wanna know the dorgift? it's pink, big, but not heavy miracolously. hahaha. it's a complete set of dinnerware for children. and the invitation. i think it's just a simple and not so interesting. hehhehe. the sticker material helps me a bit. XD anyway FINALLY IT'S DONE!!!! hehhhee. after a very long time while i was collecting my good mood. hehehhe. IT'S DONE!! yeeyyyy~ so know i have the same assignments number like my friends. hihi~ means that i have to be able to finish it like them =) uhmm...yes, i'm a very impatient girl. i can't wait for a long time without clue and information how long i have to wait. hehhehee. i'm a very egoist person also. and i usually think by my own mind but follow what my he

i don't know why but i do feel better. don't feel good for.....around 3 days. hehehhe. but now i think it's getting better =P have done the doorgift. have to make the invitation now. hehehehe. i hope it's ready by..monday i think. hehehee. i don't know how many deduction marks i will get.hehehehee. sudahlah yg penting kumpul! yess~ heheheeeh selalu ada hikmah di balik setiap kejadian. selalu ada 2 sisi dari setiap yang ada. negatif dan positif. tergantung dari sisi mana kita mau melihat =) thx God i alredy got the answer. thx God, You open my eyes so fast. thx God for every hope and blessings You give to me. thx God for this life. how this life is amazing and wonderful yet tricky at the same time. but i believe, in You, i can pass through it. amen. =)

huihh..hehhe. iya abis chatting sih sebenernya.hahha. tugas ga kelar2 juga. haha. tpi da mendingan sih =) mudah2an kelar semuanya tpat waktu. nah ini yg susa kayanya. haah. 13 tugas buat 4 mg. gue ga paham gmn jam tidur gue. hehe. harus ada 1 hari gue tidur dengan benar nih =D eniwey...ada apa sih dengan teori tarik ulur? kadang2 sih emang diperluin. buat tau reaksinya orang itu. buat sedikit nambah vibrant sama apa yang ada. tapi....ngga segitu esensialnya ga sih? ok ni hanya apa yg ada di otak gue. karena gue adalah orang yg ga bisa berada di wilayah abu2 untuk waktu yang terlalu lama. gue cenderung ngga sabar. dan gada kata buat nunggu terlalu lama kalo emang dua2nya sama2 udah jelas. apa sih yang harus ditunggu? kalau emang iya ya iya sekalian. kalo ngga ya udah ngga sekalian? biar gada yg salah paham, sakit hati, mikir macem2, ujung2nya ilfil dan saling keilangan. nyesel juga nantinya ga sih? daripada kebanyakan tarik ulur, bukannya mendingan waktunya itu dipake untuk ngelakuin se

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there And even though I know how very far apart we are It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky Somewhere out there if love can see us through Then we'll be together somewhere out there Out where dreams come true And even though I know how very far apart we are It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky Somewhere out there if love can see us through Then we'll be together somewhere out there Out where dreams come true nice song =) just listen and believe hehhee~

I don't know you But I want you All the more for that Words fall through me And always fool me And I can't react And games that never amount To more than they're meant Will play themselves out Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice You make it now Falling slowly, eyes that know me And I can't go back Moods that take me and erase me And I'm painted black You have suffered enough And warred with yourself It's time that you won Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice You make it now Falling slowly sing your melody I'll sing along dapet dari lecture gue. kemaren dia nanya tw lagu ini to ngga. haiz. pas didenger2 ternyata enak. ga seberapa paham sih apa artinya. just some parts. tpi lagunya enak banget. lumayan buat nenangin ati. =( i don't know what else life's hiding from me. zz~

get tired of everything! really. there are many things happened. many things revealed. many things just hang up with no end. without clear ending. that's something i REALLY HATE. @*#)_)(@!+ why does it take so long to answer? why does it take so long to know what you really want? why does it take so long only to say yes and no? why does it take so long to know the answer? why does it take so long to realize everything? why does it take so long just to confess and fight for what you want? why do you take so long only to think!???!! without realizing there's someone out there waiting for your answer badly. i don't know what's going on. the most positive thoughts is i'm just get too emotional right now because that never ending assignments! yes..i have 13 assignments to go for 4 weeks. *sigh* i know maybe it's not that bad. it's not that important. but what can i say? my feeling is there. i'm upset. i don't like those sentences. i don't like my own

semingguan lalu gue bosen banget di rumah. akirnya ntn film2 ini di youtube. ahahhaha. yg ptama gue ntn tuh Laskar Pelan gi. critanya bagus. hoho~ ttg 7 orang anak kecil di Pulau Belitung yang skolah di SD Muhamadiyah. gmn sih tulisannya? maap kalo salah. haahha. amazing kids. hahahaha. ada yg cepet banget ngitung gak pake mikir. parah. pinter abis. ada yg niat banget skolah, rumahnya jauh dan tiap ari dia naek sepeda ke sekolah. ada yg suka sama anak ce cina. hahhah. ada2 ajah. tuz ada yg suka banget sama musik. kreatip gtuh deh. bhubung sd ini tuh ngga terawat sgala macem, gada dana juga, mreka skolah dengan keadaan minim banget. gurunya cuma 3 tuz jadinya cuma 2. tuz kepala sekolahnya meninggal pula. gtuh deh. di sd ini, nilai ngga hanya angka semata, tpi diliat dari hati. banyak banget kata2 bagus disini =) critanya lucu deh. khas anak kcil2 gtuh. tpi banyak hal ygbisa diambilnya =) akirnya gue ntn juga setelah sekian lama ngga beli2 bukunya dan ga ntn2. hahahaha. yepyep bagus koq

hoawammm..heheehe. udah berapa hari yah tidur jam sgini. hahaha. au dah. banyak banget sih kerjaan. mudah2an jangan tepar. ya ampun jangan sampe T_T banyak banget tugas ngantri seperti layaknya akir sem. haahhah. yah begituh deh XD yg maren kamis kumpul malah belom gue kerjain. hhahahha. otak gue penuh banget sama bginian.heheehe. *tarik climut*

Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, whats wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. That's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you've left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. That's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losi

yep. since everybody is out of town for 3 days. haiz. i don't know why i can't rush myself to do the never ending assignment. even i know i have been so late! swt~ what's wrong with me. *phew* i have my own standard according to my assignments, and sometimes it sucks to have that kind of standard, because firts it will take long time to be done, second..it adds more problems to me. *sigh* have watch the twilight movie once again. not that bad actually. sounds nice to have a boyfriend who can take you to the top of the mountain or trees. hahahaah. very beautiful up there =) i'm starving.T_T waiting for the food to come. have ordered it few minutes ago. zz~

See my dear I'm thinking of you My..How she has grown Her building blocks have all gone home And being there is always where I'll be You'll see Take your doll House dreams and make them real I've seen the sun I'll guide your inspirations along And don't let them stop you from being someone's friend Don't bend I hope you Always keep your hand this close to mine And I hope you Never hesitate to wonder why Wonder why Wonder why If you need a shoulder Mine is here And I love you And no one can tell you what to do And roses and diamonds could never take The place of your face I hope you never hesitate to wonder why Wonder why Wonder why suddenly nemu ini di kumpulan lagu2 gue. heheh. enak ajah. dari 1 album Kara's Flower itu, ini doank yg gue demen banget =) nice song. hehehhe eniweeyyy...gue lagi ditimbun sama tugas. dan entah mengapa nyantai banget. gue tw bakal kelar sih. tpi mungkin nanti. hahaha. gtw ah XD ni aja yg harusnya td disumbit belom gue sub