Pixie's Singing

Oh life you’re always something. I fell in and out of love so many times to you, to myself, to my journey. But hey, you’re still a gem in the end. So many things to know, experience and understand. So many things I need to learn, re-learn, adjust my focus and perception. Sometimes I feel like it’s too many things at once and I’m not sure how I can handle all this. But hey...there you are, telling me that it’s okay and I’ll figure it out just in time. Life you’re something.

Ceritanya udah nganggur sekitar sebulanan. I received a lot of questions of "how does it feel after you resigned?" "so jealous of you" oh well you know. Sejujurnya baru berasa enak ga enaknya sekarang ini sih..hehe..After my resignation I was quite busy. I moved place (packing is like hell), unpacked my stuff, did all the stuff you need to do when you just move to a new place..with my current condition it aint' something easy to do. Then I travelled for a week. Jadi baru sekarang bener - bener punya ruang dan waktu untuk napas. Sincerely I'll say it's sooooooooo nice not to have wake up in the morning by alarm. Jam kantor ngga lagi bikin pusing dan takut, malah sebenernya bangunnya lebih pagi dari pas ngantor. Bangun tidur santai, guling2 di bawah sinar matahari, dan sarapan dengan tenang. Mau tidur lagi setelah itu atau mulai aktifitas, terserah kitanya. Bahagia banget. Apalagi kalau lagi hari ke dokter. Ngga ada rasa bersalah lagi karena ngantri dokt

Few years have passed since I stopped writing. I used to write almost everyday, about my day, my feeling, my thoughts, a lot. Then life happened and I kinda stopped. Which I regret now...hehe I never realized how therapeutic blogging was. It gives me a place and time to feel, to swear, to be thankful, to create my world, to open my mask and basically to get in touch with myself. Now that I'm not 9-5 person anymore, I just got time to do a lot of things I've been wanting to do. No my life didn't turn 180 degree just in a snap. There are many things I have to take care inside. It's thousands baby steps I'm gonna go through. I started reading again, a real book. I started drawing again..and now writing. It's funny how simple things actually mean a lot to me. It brings me closer to myself and gosh...how far I've been leaving it. Because I'm busy, because other things are more important, because other things are more interesting. But really nothing is mor