Pixie's Singing

I know some people wish that I'm better than what I am now. Well, i sometimes wish to be someone else. to be better, to be more understanding, to be more...i dont know. better to fit in. after a long ups and downs and pauses, in the end you can't lie of who you are. you are what you are, what you carry inside your mind, and what you decide to do. actions you take, actions you believe in. your heart, your mind, your soul, there's nothing really wrong about it. it aint easy to accept who you are and be happy about it. especially when you lost somebody, you hurt somebody you really care, and those kind of things. but what can we do about that? we will hurt somebody eventually, we will be off guard once in a while, but you know what? someone who really matters, whether they're family, friends, or your significant other will understand it somehow. or even someone who hurt you, betray you, leave you, somehow..they will understand who you really are. it's just they know th