Sparkles
it was always funny how i get attracted to a person. to a guy. they usually appeared to be quite sparkling among the others. they're like a metal in the middle of thousand paper colours. they're different. because they're made of metal and the rest is just paper. somehow. that's usually how i spotted the guy i like. there's something in them. something interesting for me that makes me notice them. they dont always be the good guy in the end. but well... its never been easy to say goodbye. to face the truth that something isnt working out the way you want. and the situation is just not right for you to keep understanding. again i should really tell myself that its not anyone's fault. our needs dont meet and we cant walk together. that's all. like everyone else i always wish i can be more understanding. i can be more phlegmatic. i can be more...loving? i dont know. i can hide my ego away so it doesnt ruin anything. probably. but well i need to feel that im