Pixie's Singing

finally started to watch movies again. so here's the first one. it's a drama romantic funny movie. thing that you would like to remind yourself somehow that there's still something sweet in this world. hehe. the story is about probably everyone's question about turning back time. or forwarding your life. the guy is sweet, as always :D and there's an happy ending of course. the message i got is, again, we don't know what we've got until we lose it. and what we want, is not really what we need. especially when you're so young you don't really know about real life :D

hellow again world :D wel l, it's been a very long break since my last post . since...around 1 month ago my life was ups ide down like roller coaster. i've been living for a round 3 months without my salary, which was promised to come but even i never s ee the shadow. i've been 'fighting' for my way out o f malaysia. i' ve been crying, laughing, being thankful, being hurt , stress to the max. hehehe. i lea rned a lot too.  first of all, for all fresh graduates , please get the black and white contract with your company you're about to join! no matter what they say no matter what circumstances it is. you must have that. easy for you easy for them. and it's your own damn right to have that. 2nd thing, keep your passport with yo u. they may need it to process the working visa, but please ask them to give it back to you whatever it is, soon! no one can a ctually hold your passport even single day. it's cou nt ry's document, unless you, no one can ...

 2011 2012 let's see how far we've come..

didn't i say that i love you?

i remember there's a time my sister said, nothing's wrong. it's just the seed who doesn't match with the soil that it can't grow. it's my relationship.  i knew him one year ago. being friends, became closer, and finally be together. it's wonderful. not always smooth way, it's bumpy and hard, but i never will to give up and just walk away. it's between my feeling and my stubbornness :P we're having great and bad times. fought, love, laugh, cry, mad, anything. and i always thought it will work, somehow. i believe it will work if both of us are trying to make things work. and when both of us are committed on what we have. he's very different than other people. sometimes he's sooooo different that it's hard to understand him. he's human, he has good and bad sides. and i love him anyway. it doesn't mean i never get mad or upset, yes i did, many times. but after the storm, the feeling is still there, with the same willingness ...

"You have to be strong when you don't see me,  or when i'm not here"  I don't wanna be strong when you're not here.  I want you to be here :(