I know some people wish that I'm better than what I am now. Well, i sometimes wish to be someone else. to be better, to be more understanding, to be more...i dont know. better to fit in. after a long ups and downs and pauses, in the end you can't lie of who you are. you are what you are, what you carry inside your mind, and what you decide to do. actions you take, actions you believe in. your heart, your mind, your soul, there's nothing really wrong about it. it aint easy to accept who you are and be happy about it. especially when you lost somebody, you hurt somebody you really care, and those kind of things. but what can we do about that? we will hurt somebody eventually, we will be off guard once in a while, but you know what? someone who really matters, whether they're family, friends, or your significant other will understand it somehow. or even someone who hurt you, betray you, leave you, somehow..they will understand who you really are. it's just they know they wont fit in your life. so they must leave to give the right person a space in your inner circle. yeah yeah easy to say, i know :) but well...accepting who you really are will ease the burden. stop complaining about yourself and accept your flaws and wows. life will be easier on you. value your heart, yourself, your soul. aint no one is good enough to tell you that you're lesser that you
Plus One
Oh Happy New Year! Out of randomness I watched this movie titled Plus One. It's a light movie, realistic, and made me laugh. Typical case these days about finding the one and how...the concept we may have inside all this time doesn't really apply anymore in this reality. Or, we did pick a false understanding of what the one should be like. It also shows maybe too many of us are actually afraid of love, being together forever, etc etc etc because the ugly part of it. Even though it warms you, it brightens your day, it makes things are so much better, it may shake you, hurt you, shape you harshly, and basically everything you've known your thought might need to adjust. And nope, it's not an easy thing to do. To let go, to accept, and to make peace. To show courage, to be brave and start over, to just have fun. I might be one of those. It's just too tiring to "keep losing", it's too tiring to get hurt. It needs a great deal of effort to tell ...
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