Pixie's Singing

A blinding flash of white light Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight People running for cover Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive They came with their tanks and their planes With ravaging fiery flames And nothing remains Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze We will not go down In the night, without a fight You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools But our spirit will never die We will not go down In Gaza tonight Women and children alike Murdered and massacred night after night While the so-called leaders of countries afar Debated on who’s wrong or right But their powerless words were in vain And the bombs fell down like acid rain But through the tears and the blood and the pain ...

another goodbye =) finally everything is done. since i have a different standard to finish something. hehe. i don't know how i can be this way. again and again. another lesson. another pain and another new day. hehe. i recognize this circumstance. just don't know how many times i should be in. i don't know what it will cause. just hope everythint will be allright. =) i am not a perfect girl. maybe i don't know how to live well also. at least, i'm true to my heart. i can't hide what's inside it for a very long time alone. i know myself so well related to that thing =) i realize many things after that. if it's not meant to be, it won't. for a good reason. for my own good. amen =) bunch of assignments are waiting for me. hahahaha. i know i haven't done anything recently. =) hope i'll start doing them and finish it. heheheh. it's gonna be alright...

i'm doing my ilustration assignment and feel a bit tired so i stop. hehe. it's quite fun actually. but i don't like using marker on water color paper. it's not nice. ckckck. i got many assignments to do actually. which i know i won't finish it on time. so yeah, leave it.....

er....i'll be feedless for the rest of the month. hahahhah. i met my lecture this morning and he asked me to change the WHOLE thing of my invitation and door gift assignment. in 1 hand i'm so glad because of the event. remember my packaging assignment? now i have to make the product launch. since i LOVE to do that things. hehe. but in the other hand....he asked me to make the invitation like a booklet, which means contain some pages. and he also asked me to put pop ups in every pages. EVERY pages everyone. while i'm busy thinking what information should i put there, i also have to think about what kind of pop up i wanna put inside. and HOW TO CUT IT NICELY. yea. kinda thing XD and also..for the door gift..it's the complete dining set for children. have to deal with sticker then T_T i don't know how functional it is. hehe. so yea, let's see... i am a BIG spender. maybe i have spent more than 200RM today. more than how much i'll spend at pasar seni with all th...

okei. uhm. so..yeah..i have one assignment coming to be submitted next thursday. it's another crazy thing since..i don't really feel to do it. that means..a great disaster. if i don't feel like doing something, i won't do that with my heart. seems like it's just so normal and boring task. thas't one. haha. i know after this college i will meet so more annoying people who doesn't know what a word called "time" is exist. hahah. so..i hope i will pas it well =) i.......sometimes call myself a spoiled little princess. haaha. when i do feel gulity of my acts and so on to other people especially them who are close with me. since i always hope that they're always there for me and so on. and the fact that it doesn't really come true every time. hehe. sometimes i mad. not at them. at me and at situation that causes me to do so. somehow sometimes..i know it's annoying XD not to everyone actually..heheeh.. er...oh yeah...why i'm so mad at this...

okei. i have so many things on my mind. currently. hehe. oh..before it..it may be one of the honest postings originally comes from my head and heart. so..it will be long XD and not done in straight forward style. hehe. boys. haha. it's a never ending topic in my life ;D yes, i'm looking for someone who loves me and i love. someone to care of me and i do so. someone who can make me laugh, appreciate me, and share things with me. bad and good. just wanna feel someone here beside me. haha. once, i felt like i found someone. he's just like a new beginning after an ending. fresh new green leaf after a long long winter. little shine after the darkness. whatever u want to describe it. hehe. it affected me quite a lot. and felt a lot. haha. i have been up and down for many reasons and many times. and once, he amazed me amazingly. haha. then i felt he's worth to wait for. to be honest maybe i can find thousand reasons why he won't share the same pathway with me..maybe now ma...

udah lama yak gak upload2 ni blog. hahahah. eniwey...kemaren sempet ngerasa suntuk tuk tuk tuk banget sama kehidupan gue. bosen abisnya. serumah pada pulang. pacarannya ma tugas. wakakak.. males banget lama2 XD kemaren uda cukup sih refreshingnya. dan bru tw mg depan ternyata tugas cuma 1 dikumpul. haha. horee..meskipun yg laen harus berprogres juga sih sebenernya XD seneng2in diri aja dulu lah. hahhaahah....tar da mule kliah lagi. hehe. kembali ke kehidupan nyata XD duh mudah2an bisa kelar semua tugasnya amin =) if it's another chance. if it's another way. and if it's true. let it be true. let it be real. let me know the answer. let me know what i do want too. amen =D