oh hellow again

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oh yeah hi everyone after a really really long time. what happened? i moved out from cyberjaya to oug (old klang road), started to work, went back to indonesia, came back here again, started to work, and now is looking for a new place to live. well it's really different to live as a worker than a student, both good and bad things. i can't wake up 11 in the morning, apparently with my current place to live i can't go anywhere after i go back home from work, transportation problem (quite acute), have to be in a new place with new people. i'm not the easy going queen so forget the quick progress. i mean all my coworkers are good, just..it's just me with my silent lips when i'm being dragged to a new environment. good thing is, you're working within the working hours (so far), u're being paid of what u're doing. hmmm..yeah i can say that student and working life is way different. we have different things to be thought, worried, and graced. so far i still enjoying what i'm doing and what i have. i hope everything will be just good until the end. fyuhhh.

uh and it's my current watch, cashmere mafia. maybe looks like sex and the city with 4 women casts but i like this one. for i don't know how, it makes me feel normal as a female creature. really, how we're so insecure sometimes, but have sharp feelings, and who said women don't have brain? this is just something good to be watched. really :)

well, to be honest sometimes i don't know what i should do and what i shouldn't do as a female. depending and people will see me as a weak person, demanding will be worse, independent will conquer the men' confidence, like seriously what should i do actually? i ask for help and attention they say get your own life. i go my own way and they say i don't need them, i don't love them. that's pretty much confusing. people will say follow your heart, man who loves u will love you as you are. but cmon, how many people are left like that now? arghhh..this is just confusing and rotting my brain.

life : still messy

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