Pixie's Singing

this is new year eve everyone..hehehe..hmmm..gi di rumah ajah. gada rencana khusus mo kemana. yah as usual year by year..hehe. hmmm...kiri kanan heboh dan banyak acara. tpi yahhhh bhubung susah mo ngapa2in yaa sudahlah..ckckck..ok i know it's kinda ironic when other people are happy and preparing themselves for the new year event..i'm here and don't feel too much of it. ng...gtw ah~ lalala~ this is the last day of this year. of this lunatic year. hahaha. really. if i recall all of my memory, there're too many things there. i have so much memories, good and bad. =) yah seperti semua tahun lainnya yg nyimpen kenangan sendiri dan punya cerita sendiri, this is another year =P just say i'm having like a flat feeling right now. hehehe~ but yeah..the new year is knocking at your front door. waiting for the right time to finally explode your door and yell "SURPRISED!! I'M HERE EVERYONE!! BE HAPPY!!" ^0^ thx for this year =) and hope the next one will be good a...

I'm here give me a glance, been following you like a shadow This is how I spent my time dreaming about our days tomorrow Another day has gone by another moon another sun I can wait for you my love Don't want to do any harm just find a gate to your attention Sometimes I walk away cause I know that we can't ever be together Sometimes I close my mind I can't keep this love for myself any longer Somehow I have to find the right time to say that I want you to want me, Even in my dreams I hope you know who I am through all the letters I have sent you I know I'm not the only one wanting and dreaming about you Two different world between us, you're on the spotlights far from my touch I can't wait here forever For a sign from your eyes the magic I wish I could have Should've walked away 'cause I knew that we can't ever be together Should've closed my mind should've known that this love can't go any further Should've stop...

biz baca recto verso nih tdi subuh. ng..gmana yah..bukunya sih bagus banget. one of my fave deh =P yah emank buku2 demenan gue sih. it's mild but touchy as well. hmmm..tuz tdi gue donlot lagu2nya. ngga gtuh enak sih. not my type of songs. agak terlalu datar dan..yah bosenin lama2. dan kata2nya ngga gampang ditangkep. gtw posisi speaker gue yg salah to gmana. yah intinya gue ga nyesel ga beli cdnya. hehe. kemarenan k pim tuz ke toko buku karisma. gtw kenapa even tu toko buku keliatan lebih kecil dan sepi daripada gramed, ternyata gue lebih enjoy isinya. gramed terlalu penuh dan rame. jadinya agak2 susah deh nyari apa2. klo disana enak, lubisa jalan2 sepi2 gtuh..ngeliatin atu2 tanpa harus eneg sama jejeran rak berjubel buku. hehehe. jadinya lebih enjoy. gue malah banyak menemukan buku2 indah disana. yg ga bisa kebeli karena gada duit. arghh~ gtuh dehh~ T.T this year is about to end. just hope that everything will be better starting from the new year =) new year, new beginning, new ev...

oh so you see.. * gue baru nyadar berapa puluh buku terjemahan yg dah gue baca. dan salah 1 faktor yg menentukan buku terjemahan itu bagus atau ngga adalah penterjemahnya. so glory for all translator that can make the book still good or even be better maybe than if i have to read all those thick books in English. moron! so..glory for all of you! cheers =P

i'm not saying that i have lied for these past few months. i really felt it. i just felt that i can't escape and make everything to be allright. and now..i think i can. i realized that i have had the same words like what i am having right now. all of them are true. the different is one is clear and the other is still not. and maybe..that's why everything happens. and i feel like an idiot to think that it's complicated. hahah. maybe it's not that bad and complicated. =P i have once passed this kind of situation, and i don't have any reasons why i can't pass this one =) yeah, it's true that i just have to let it flow. because i can't do much about it. that time will give me the answer later. we'll see. hehe.

it's gonna be long =D i...just read some words that i've written somewhere out there..long long time ago~ banyak part dari kata2 itu jadi kenyataan sekarang2 ini, sebelomnya cuma nangkring ajah di penghujung otak dan logic dan hati gue yg bareng2 menyuarakan pendapat. sinkron. haha. dan sekarang..a lil bit harder. to let go. untuk mengerti dan memahami. and to move on. gue dahgtw berapa kali nulis hal ini. tapi nyata banget gue yg sekarang dan gue yg dulu sangat beda. sesuatu yg entah harus gue syukuri atau ngga. gue ngeliat gue dulu sangat...yakin sama diri gue sendiri, sama pikiran2 gue, dan sama semuanya yg ada di diri gue. gue yakin untuk ngapa2in. dan yakin mempertahankan semua pendapat gue. semuanya. buah pikiran2 gue di setiap saat. yang sekarang..mungkin gue udah jarang mempertanyakan banyak hal di hidup gue. mungkin sekarang gue udah ga pernah bepikir sekritis dulu. dan hidup gue lebih plain daripada gue yg dulu2. kenapa yah? sometimes gue berpikir karena ya...gue suda...

I have got so much to give, I swear I do. I may not have nine lives, this one feels brand new Yes I've lived a good one I have tried to be true There are some things I never realized, till I met you How the wind feels on my cheeks, when I am barking at the moon [chorus] There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you Woo Woo! Here I come. Woo Woo! Back to you. There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you Well I was in trouble bad I was so confused. I may not see in color babe, but I sure can feel blue. I have been a lot of things, they may not all be true. My experience was so mysterious, till I met you. Now the sun may rise in the east, but I'm barking at the moon. [Chorus] There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you. Woo Woo! Here I come. Woo Woo! Back to you. There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you. There is no home like the one yo...