the day~

-
fyuhh..2 minggu penuh perjuangan telah menanti di depan mata. howahhhh~ mau buru2 selesein semua. tpi males bikin flash. piye tho yoooo..hehehehe..parah deh. =P bingung nih typography. mau tutor apa ndak. hukxx..udah kelar2in jurnal2 gtuh sih lumayan lah. heheheh. mudah2an selesai semua tepat waktu. amin =)

kadang2 susah jadi ce dengan perasaannya. feeling. apalah. padahal punya logika. ga terima yg pada bilang ce ga punya otak. sayangnya kalo feeling dan otak menyuarakan 2 hal berbeda, biasanya yang disuarakan hati itu lebih diturutin. =( seringnya bikin petaka buat diri sendiri. tpi selalu aja dilakuin. sulidnya jadi ce yah gituh deh. hukx. kadang2 feelingnya lebih menang. makanya suka moody. dan kadang2 suka ngerasa ga bersalah dan ga nyadar. haahahah. tau2 udah bete mampus. ckckck~

manusia dikasih hati. mungkin bisa jadi sumber kelemahan dan kekuatan. kelemahan karena kadang2 kalo nurutin hati terus, jadinya lebay dan ga maju2 di hidup. jadi kekuatan karena di situlah bedanya manusia dan makhluk lain. dikasih akal budi, dikasih akhlak, dikasih hati nurani. sumber segala kebaikan. hehehhe.

yes, i'm falling again right now. ngga terima dan sakit hati. ego juga sih. nyesel sih ngga, dikit lah. tapi yah ituh, ga terima sama perlakuannya dia. dan lebih marah lagi sama diri sendiri karena udah tau logikanya bilang apa, masih aja ngikutin feelingnya. hehehehe. sebel banget. ngerasa stuck ga bisa ngapa2in. =( but i'm gonna be fine again. =) i don't know how many days will i take. maybe tomorrow maybe next week. but i'll be fine. and one day, i'll let every pain and every jealousy go away. =)

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Pirate Radio (The Boat that Rocked)

-
Image
so..after waiting for 2 days, i'm watching this movie! hahaa..waktu itu nonton separo di rumahnya alia. and it's one of those epic movies. and now i've watched it full. yey! and yes, it's splendid! i love the characters, the story line, and the spirit that has been carrying inside the movie! okay, i may not have marvelous words to describe it, blame my lame vocab. hehehe. basically it tells us about one pirate radio named radio rock. it happened in uk around 1967. the pirate radio plays pop and rock and roll all day and night long while the others only played it around 45 mins a day. and yet, the british love the radio. it proves that the 'frigid' also has soul too. :P but the government wanted to shut them down, because from their point of view, rock and roll and pop were for the rebellions who'd 'destroy' the oh so well being country at that time. it's actually enjoyed by a lot of people from a lot of social levels..and it can't be shut dow
Read more

bubbly by colbie caillant

-
Will you count me in? I've been awake for a while now You've got me feelin' like a child now Cause everytime I see your bubbly face I get the tingles in a silly place It starts in my toes And I crinkle my nose Where ever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Where ever you go The rain is fallin' on my window pane But we are hidin' in a safer place Under cover staying dry and warm You give me feelins that I adore They start in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Where ever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Where ever you go What am I gonna say When you make me feel this way I just-mmm.. It starts in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Where ever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Where ever you go Dada dada dadada dada dum.. Mmm mmm.. I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just li
Read more

A piece of wisdom

-
I was out there, on motorbike, as the passenger, wondering around. And something hit me. We’re a full of flaw being. But even though so, we keep trying our best in everything. Maybe there’s where our power lays. To know and accept that we’re not perfect, yet love ourself and appreciate it anyway. And keep doing the best we know with a good intention. Learn to love ourself, as well love other people and beings. What a a life we’re havin..
Read more