Pixie's Singing

Ceritanya udah nganggur sekitar sebulanan. I received a lot of questions of "how does it feel after you resigned?" "so jealous of you" oh well you know. Sejujurnya baru berasa enak ga enaknya sekarang ini sih..hehe..After my resignation I was quite busy. I moved place (packing is like hell), unpacked my stuff, did all the stuff you need to do when you just move to a new place..with my current condition it aint' something easy to do. Then I travelled for a week. Jadi baru sekarang bener - bener punya ruang dan waktu untuk napas. Sincerely I'll say it's sooooooooo nice not to have wake up in the morning by alarm. Jam kantor ngga lagi bikin pusing dan takut, malah sebenernya bangunnya lebih pagi dari pas ngantor. Bangun tidur santai, guling2 di bawah sinar matahari, dan sarapan dengan tenang. Mau tidur lagi setelah itu atau mulai aktifitas, terserah kitanya. Bahagia banget. Apalagi kalau lagi hari ke dokter. Ngga ada rasa bersalah lagi karena ngantri dokt...

Few years have passed since I stopped writing. I used to write almost everyday, about my day, my feeling, my thoughts, a lot. Then life happened and I kinda stopped. Which I regret now...hehe I never realized how therapeutic blogging was. It gives me a place and time to feel, to swear, to be thankful, to create my world, to open my mask and basically to get in touch with myself. Now that I'm not 9-5 person anymore, I just got time to do a lot of things I've been wanting to do. No my life didn't turn 180 degree just in a snap. There are many things I have to take care inside. It's thousands baby steps I'm gonna go through. I started reading again, a real book. I started drawing again..and now writing. It's funny how simple things actually mean a lot to me. It brings me closer to myself and gosh...how far I've been leaving it. Because I'm busy, because other things are more important, because other things are more interesting. But really nothing is mor...

Hi cyberworld, it's been a while since I wrote the last time. My life has been...crazy and lively with all angles it can reach. And well, here I am, back to home closer than ever. Mix feeling..I like the new adventure, the new pages, and well just some changes. I miss the beach, sunset, and smoothie bowl. I finally found one around here tho, so yeah. hahaha.. It's funny how people's life evolves. I finally at the part to learn how to be chill, because that's a wise thing to do. It's either I'm getting wiser or I'm getting more ignorant I'm not too sure. I found someone I could only imagine. Someone I think don't exist in this world. And tada...there he is. Filled lots of my so called check lists. No it's not some unrealistic wishes, I just know what kind of person I'm interested with. And he has too many checked already. And of course life happens, distance happens, and people happens. I got to know him more and more, open one layer to th...

So there's this silver lining between a lot of things. That silver lining of your very own. That stands between being egoist and fighting for what you care. Between falling in love and staying real. Between forgiving and letting go. Between a lot..a lot of every damn little things. Between you and other people. Between what you believe and what other says. Between..a lot. And every single day I learn how to recognize that silver lining, learn to dance between a lot of stuffs that touch our life. Something you can't do by just listening to others, but eventually you gotta choose, fall, run, raise, feel helpless, feel incredibly happy, and thousands other things that may happen. Life, a complete jokes and happiness and tears. There's no exact instructions but somehow by doing it you realize there are some clues hidden waiting for you to see and recognize. Between those smiles and tears and everything in between. There's this silver lining that will just continue to somewh...

So i got this from a website. That's my zodiac from Mayan calendar system. It's surprisingly true :D