Pixie's Singing

lately, i feel so damn bored. i mean..well, i like my study, my assignments, my life here, my dreams, but..okay that's all. not that i'm not thankful for the quite smooth situation i'm facing here. but somehow..it feels like one straight boring line. and after i think again, i'm not really fancy it. :\ for all my years of study, i've never felt this way. usually i always enjoy the learning process and doing my assignments was kinda fun. nowadays, yes it's still enjoyable. but that's all. like doing it..but that's all. kinda...boring. again. not interesting. but in the other hand, i'm a kinda workaholic person. doing nothing somehow makes me feel guilty. when i know i actually have works to do. but too lazy and too not interested in doing them. hummm..such a contradiction no? anyway i'm not asking you to understand my brain. hahaa. me myself can't understand it sometimes. :P my housemate said that maybe it's the time to move on from my lev...

who do you think you are?

Aries people love challenges, if everything is running smoothly, they are of going out and doing something to rock the boat. - ZodiacZone

Video teaser is finally on! stay tuned and hope for the best for our exhibition! :D www.rendeer2011.com fb page: Rendeer2011 twitter : @Rendeer2011

i watched this movie on friday actually. hehe. many people say that it's not as good as they expect. but for me i like it more than its last 2 movies. i like the story and especially the mermaids! they're beautiful yet deadly. yeah, it's different than ariel thing but i like the way they appear and think, and their role also. interesting! :D the story is good, the actors and actresses do their role very well. this movie is entertaining for me! :D another thing that i notice is when the spain came to the fountain of youth, and destroy it. well, i can say that fanatic isn't a good thing to do, especially when you bring God's name inside it. well, the scene is beautiful and breath taking. and it exists in that world. why do you have to destroy such a beauty in your lovely world? well, it's only me. but destroying the world and its part, in the name of God, i don't think it even makes sense. sometimes, people are just afraid of something they don't understan...

“If you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as a young man, then wherever you go for the rest of your life, it stays with you, for all of Paris is a moveable feast.” ~Ernest Hemingway http://fromme-toyou.tumblr.com

current condition..*sigh*

"Fear and love are the deepest of human emotions." -Donnie Darko (2001)

An Aries woman can obey only a more intellectual and developed partner

i love the sunshine :D

"If you don't want to tell me everything, that's fine. just don't lie to me." -Jumper

there's a little girl staring at the empty road looking at the crowded place watching the world goes on she stops her step and nothing changes other people still walk and other things still happen she sits down and watches the world looking at the road she has been taking looking at the illusion and reality behind her back staring at the next steps she hasn't taken yet she listens to rationale and hope while both of them are yelling two different things with a same subject and object she doesn't believe what she hears she doesn't want to believe what she heard she can't believe what she wants to be true because again, it's not here yet she listens to her mind to go she hears the hope stops that she doesn't even know what it is about and she stays taking a break from everything because again she recognizes the pattern there's time for everything when you are down and you are high when you are glad and you are sad when you are running and then you stop she...

well, happy birthday to someone far away..

dan dia berdiri, lagi, di persimpangan yang sama yang membawanya ke arah lain yang menempatkannya pada keadaan lain dia berdiri disana melihat sekelilingnya merasa familiar dengan itu semua tapi tidak akan pernah bisa mendeskripsikan secara jelas kapan dia ada disana kemana dia menuju bagaimana dia berjalan dia berharap angin berhembus membawa dirinya tapi angin hanya diam dia berharap matahari menyinari jalannya tapi matahari hanya diam dia berharap awan memayungi dirinya tapi awan hanya dia dan tinggallah dia sendiri dengan hati dan pikirannya dalam hatinya dia tahu tidak selamanya dia akan berdiri disana tidak selamanya dia akan menunggu datangnya jawaban tidak selamanya dia akan ada di tempat yang sama tapi bahkan segala pikiran itu tidak membantunya melangkah dia terdiam berharap seorang akan datang menuntun langkahnya berjalan di sana tapi dia tahu sampai kapanpun jalannya hanya miliknya sendiri dan dia tetap akan berjalan disana..

Recently me and the whole class of bpd 8 majoring in multimedia are working on our final exhibition entitled RENDEER, the Final Leap. RENDEER is simply a juxtaposition wordplay of Render and Deer. Render is a final process in finishing a design process while deer's antler represents the pride as the result of growing process. When the antlers are fully grown it’s the time they become independent, so do we. RENDEER 2011 will be our final leap, the finishing of our learning process and the start of becoming independent young designers. Follow us on facebook and twitter (@Rendeer2011) to get more info and updates. stay tuned! :) greetings from all the deers!

and yes, after a long time not going to the movie, here i go again. hehee..so i watched it today with my housemate. and it was great!! always love something related to mythology. well, maybe the story should be longer..around 15 minutes maybe. Thor changed too soon, almost with no effort at all. even when he's trying to get mjoulnir and failed is heart breaking. hehehe..but it's entertaining. i somehow like loki more than thor. hahaah. he's maybe bad, but not completely bad. and the actor plays his role really well. wihiiii~ and now...back to college time. fyuhhh~ a lot to go. :D

nyew..that's my playlist for today..hehe..hmm..what happened recently? well, not much. i'm still dealing with my final semester and all its assignments. wayfinding for graphic design class, showreel and interactive portfolio for multimedia, essay for design and culture, and prepare a website for web tech class. oh yah still working on the final exhibition too. good news..so far all the tutorials are fine. the lecturers like what i'm doing. and actually i do too. feel a bit bored but..yeah what else can i ask? hehe..for the exhibition, actually the process is quite smooth. we have got few sponsors including canon malaysia and still working on the rest of potential ones. will maybe print another exhibition t-shirt also. but still waiting till the vote finished and some confirmations from our lecture. bad news..i'm sick again. hahaa..coughing, migraine, diarrhea, etc etc etc. i have enough to make me not sleep well, can't do my assignment last night, and stressed me ou...

I got a postcard from DuaRansel ! :D It's a postcard of old colonial city, Granada, Nicaragua. DuaRansel is a backpacker couple who has been traveling around the world for 2 years. it's amazing since i was dreaming about such that thing a long time ago. tadaaa..someone's already doing it and so far they're succeed! :D happy to see it! they have a kind of programme to send one person a postcard while they are traveling. i was asking for a postcard from santorini, but unfortunately they have sent it to another person. but i got this instead! a beautiful church building with oh so unique windows! love it so much! :D follow their story at DuaRansel.com (Bahasa Indonesia) or Vagabond Quest (English) ! :)

doing my wayfinding assignment with this song around my head. wihii~

"knowing what you like doesn't mean you should only like what you know"

my friend told me about this awesome singer yesterday. she's just great! unique voice, really great pronunciation! i can hear every single word she's singing even when it's rap. hahaha..awesome! :D

why do you talk about love when you don't even feel it why do you talk about feeling when something that you feel isn't true when what you feel is not what i feel why are you looking for honesty when you are maybe not looking for one when you are lying in front of me, in front of her why do you talk about life when you don't even respect the way i do it when you don't enjoy your own life and needs other thing to spice it up why do you tell me you miss me and makes me question whether it's true or not and shake up my feeling just to make me stand even stronger even what you feel is true and what i felt was true but it's not our journey to go on it's you..and your life. and it's me..and my life.

so we have to make one showreel for multimedia class. this is what i come out with. it's actually my friend's idea to make stop motion, because at first i wanna make an animation for it. he said why do you have to make it harder, let's try something easier. so then he and another friend of mine helped me doing this video. have to shoot frame by frame one by one. sometimes it's kinda confusing to create the movement or transitions inside it, but in the end we made it yay! when i checked the results after that, there're few mistakes on them. not focus, blur, etc. but after i edited and put the song together, it looks nice! hahaha. i like it so much! :) will show my lecture next week. hope he's fine with it too. maybe have to edit it once again, but later. hahaha..happy for it! :)

weekend already and..i'm trapped with boredom. well, gotta do a lot of assignments actually. and they're all interesting and i do enjoy doing them...but..somehow i lost the interest to do it. i guess there's something wrong in me, when everything goes smoothly, i loose interest on it. sounds arrogant? well, excuse me for that. it doesn't mean that i'm not being thankful for it, just..anything that's too flat doesn't get my interest. well, my bad. so yeahhh..this is one of those times when i get bored doing my routine, doing everything again and again and again and again..ck. once in a while i need a fresh air. unfortunately, all my money goes to the assignments and my daily expenses. quoted from my friend, deal with the situation when you don't have money. so cruel yet so true. *sigh* by the way i miss my bebe. *doublesigh*

taken when i was at kindergarten or something :P

have just watched this movie yesterday. great! i love this kind of movie. full actions with no cheesy dialog or storyline. the casts are great, the storyline is nice, the dialogs are flawless. hahaa..really love this kind of movie :) 4 crazy people in one military group. they were trapped and then prisoned but released themselves and come back to clean their names. it combines strategy and actions to reach their goal. clever movements and dialogs. like it like it ;P and here's my fave quote from the movie : Bosco Baracus : [ justifying his newly adopted non-violent attitude, he quotes Gandhi ] "Victory attained by violence is tantamount to a defeat, for it is momentary." John 'Hannibal' Smith : [ answers with his own Gandhi quote ] "It is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, than to put on the cloak of nonviolence to cover impotence."