Pixie's Singing

it's the last day of 2014. and it's been months since my last writing. things changed a bit, but i actually miss blabbering on my blog. hehe.. well, this year was amazing. ups and downs like roller coaster. sometimes i screamed, sometimes i hid, sometimes i enjoyed the ride. few things happened, a lot of interesting people. well, what a year :) few things i wish i can say it directly to the person but it seems impossible now without getting over reaction, so yeah let me spill it out here. guardian, i somehow wish we can still be friend. with whatever reason, reason i can't even explain. it's easier to get angry with you, or with myself by making bad choices. but i'm not accustomed to stray away people from my life. you were something, now or long time ago im not sure, to me. in a cheesy way, i was like mirroring myself when i saw you. negative and positive pole. something. i wish you were really happy when we share some moments. and of course i wish you the best...

Well, hi. hehe. another long pause. i turned 24 2 days ago. been great. i had a great time with myself at day and another great time with my friends at night. been dating myself for the whole day. it's supposed to be my time to reflect and think about my life and everything. what have i done..well i got over someone who doesnt really fit me well. i finally got over the bad relationship but i still have to move on with my life. learn again to build a relationship with new person. because i know it's not fair to judge them based on other people's fault. so yeah, i'm learning to trust and to build relationship with new person :) i hope it's gonna be well. i cant guarantee the result will be perfect but i think it's time for me to face my fear. and to come back to reality where you have to deal with other people especially man in my life. haha it seems like romance and man is a big deal in my life right now. oh well yes it is. besides my career that's going on...

i am 22 now! okay it's been few days, i'm still happy. :) these 22 years have been soooo amazing for me. ups, downs, storms, suns, everything. thank God for all His blessings, never ending blessings, for all of his angels on earth. life is such a really beautiful gift! :) if i recall my memory again, i have been through different birthday situation. last one i was making some artworks for my colleague while my housemate, my dear friend since college, and my next desk colleague gave me present. last year, i gathered together with my friends at cathy's house at cyberjaya. ate together then danced. while few days from that day we went clubbing and that's the last time i really wanna fed myself up with alcohol. well i still drink, but not that much. hehehe.. 2 last years, i was in kuta, the band sang me happy birthday song while everyone on kuta street clapped their hands for me. amazing feeling. i was in bali, that's my first birthday without bunch of my friends around...

so it was my brother's wedding on the 1st day of 2012! was a tiring but also exciting day :) i wish him a great full of love live until the last day of his journey :) and also the same wish for the bride :) have a happy life everyone! :)

me, with the most handsome guy on earth :P

Finda Ayu, Bachelor of Design (Hons) in Professional Design (Visual Communication) so yeah, last saturday was the big day! festive feeling is in the air! thx God me and my friends got the second section which is in the afternoon. so we have to arrive at campus around 12 to register ourself. enter the waiting room around 1 and waited until 2 and we have to march to enter the hall of fame. it's a really happy day but half of our energy was consumed in the waiting room since there's no aircond, there are 500plus students, and we kept ourself busy with taking pictures. hehee.. then we entered the hall of fame. speeches blabla and it's time to hand the scroll. we marched to get to the stage. okay i was afraid that i will fall down or something. hahaa. but everything went well. even it's really tiring day, but i was happy. after 4 years of my study, finally i get my bachelor degree. not the end of the story, just to enter the next and harder level of my life. i hope i can go ...

hellow everyone! so my final exhibition entitled Rendeer Exhibition 2011 is now happening at Branding Gallery, Limkokwing University, Malaysia until this Saturday. we have opened for 2 days and gained 100+ visitors in 2 days. pretty amazing! :D it's tiring but exciting days to go! we've succeeded in selling our t-shirts (only 3 left now) and our sponsor goods. it's pretty much interesting to be a finance in promo team. a lot of works but we still can ask for other's help. hehee..so..yeah hope everything will be fine until the last day! yay! :D

on my last step and i go down, he came up and lifted me up a bit. not really high, just enough to make me stand

I got a postcard from DuaRansel ! :D It's a postcard of old colonial city, Granada, Nicaragua. DuaRansel is a backpacker couple who has been traveling around the world for 2 years. it's amazing since i was dreaming about such that thing a long time ago. tadaaa..someone's already doing it and so far they're succeed! :D happy to see it! they have a kind of programme to send one person a postcard while they are traveling. i was asking for a postcard from santorini, but unfortunately they have sent it to another person. but i got this instead! a beautiful church building with oh so unique windows! love it so much! :D follow their story at DuaRansel.com (Bahasa Indonesia) or Vagabond Quest (English) ! :)

so we have to make one showreel for multimedia class. this is what i come out with. it's actually my friend's idea to make stop motion, because at first i wanna make an animation for it. he said why do you have to make it harder, let's try something easier. so then he and another friend of mine helped me doing this video. have to shoot frame by frame one by one. sometimes it's kinda confusing to create the movement or transitions inside it, but in the end we made it yay! when i checked the results after that, there're few mistakes on them. not focus, blur, etc. but after i edited and put the song together, it looks nice! hahaha. i like it so much! :) will show my lecture next week. hope he's fine with it too. maybe have to edit it once again, but later. hahaha..happy for it! :)

hi! hemmm..so yeah i'm not in a good shape now. er..since last weeks. sore throat, cold, cough, then i'm having a quite bad migraine right now. i went to the hospital last night because i can't stand it. don't wanna go back to the clinic since..i think they gave me wrong label of medicine. so yeah, hospital we went. feeling better after 1 day. i hope it'll be okay in 3 days :D will have presentation about the tissue box tomorrow..er..later. hehe. it'll be at 10. hope it goes well :) i like the results! :D and we've prepared for the presentation too. made the video and power point. so yeah wish me luck! :D thennn we'll have a mid break next week. yay! i know there're lotsa things to do but i think i deserve few days without interacting with my computer. lately i can't stand sitting in front of it for a long time. hope i can go somewhere just to get a fresh air. yeyy :D anddd..my dream book has arrived, around the world with mouk, that one. basheer...

this is what we've been doing for the past 1 month. it's the first assignment this semester, redesign premier tissue box. to make the brand looks more exclusive and also to make it recyclable or reusable for 5 years. it's group project, my group has 4 people inside it with me as the leader. our concept is to make premier tissue to be there in every moment of your life. as our big theme is reception, every one of us handle one occasion from baby shower, children birthday party, prom night, and wedding. we're using reusable way, the tissue box then can be folded into a frame. so people won't straightly throw it away after it's finished. today is the submission of the boxes and photo shooting for products. here's our group work :) like it like it :D

21 YEARS OLD! no..no fancy wish.. just a big thanks for this amazing 21 years :)

so hi! the book's finally out! i'm so happy to see it coming down the road, finally! :D i was collaborating with my friend, Ryu Tri. She's a children book writer back in Indonesia. it's a bilingual children picture book about a fairy name Pelota who thinks that the sun hates her, but the sun isn't :) I made the illustrations while the story was made by Ryu. you can find it at Gramedia bookstore Jabodetabek and Bandung for Rp 22.000. Or you can contact me if you wanna order it :)

and i'm officially 21 years old! hahaha..it's not the number that matters, it's the moment i have for the whole day! :D my friends gave me a surprise birthday party after 12 midnight. yes i know they're making something, but be in the moment is one of the most amazing feelings! to see that you're loved so much by people you love too :) people asked me about my wish, well it's no fancy wish, it's a big thanks for the most amazing 21 years of my life, including all people that have appeared in my life. all the lessons learned. all the teachers, friends, foes, everyone. they make myself today :) happy happy happy! :D "friends are family you choose"

so yayyyyyyy! i finally see the book cover of my collaboration with ryu! :D it's published by talikata publishing in indonesia. it's still in the book fair but it'll be distributed to gramedia jabodetabek soon :D can't waitttttt!!!! well, it was, at first, my college project. i decided to make a children picture book. i asked my friend, ryu tri (she's a children book author in indonesia) to make the story and i'd make the illustration. i was doing the whole thing within 1 week with no proper sleep at all and can't concentrate with any other project than this. so, it was 1 full of dedicated week. hehe. when i finished it, it's like i won something so precious like 500 meters sprint (i hate running). so you can imagine how happy i was. haha. relieved too :P i showed my friend the final result and she loved it so much. i asked her whether we should publish it in real life or not. she said she'd show it to her boss. the boss likes it. so here we are :D i...

so i went to bali again last week :D i never think that i'll be back to this island before i have a job and save my money. i was once thinking that it's quite impossible to come back to the island this soon. but i just did! with my own money, and it makes me happy :) i was there from thursday till sunday. when i was planning this trip a month before, i thought it'd be enough to have 4 days and 3 nights in bali. i was definitely wrong! i was craving for more!!! :( but anyway, so yeah, that's how long i stayed there. boarding pass. we're ready to go! arrived in bali in the evening and we went straight to the hotel. TUNE HOTEL DOUBLE SIX. it's quite good hotel. pretty much cheap. you pay for what you use (aircond, toiletries, wifi, etc). the location is good, the bed's nice, and i pretty much like my room. hehehehe. it's Rp 300.000 per night, including the tax, but not aircond and blablabla. i think it's better to book from the internet than just walk i...