Pixie's Singing

 2011 2012 let's see how far we've come..

didn't i say that i love you?

i remember there's a time my sister said, nothing's wrong. it's just the seed who doesn't match with the soil that it can't grow. it's my relationship.  i knew him one year ago. being friends, became closer, and finally be together. it's wonderful. not always smooth way, it's bumpy and hard, but i never will to give up and just walk away. it's between my feeling and my stubbornness :P we're having great and bad times. fought, love, laugh, cry, mad, anything. and i always thought it will work, somehow. i believe it will work if both of us are trying to make things work. and when both of us are committed on what we have. he's very different than other people. sometimes he's sooooo different that it's hard to understand him. he's human, he has good and bad sides. and i love him anyway. it doesn't mean i never get mad or upset, yes i did, many times. but after the storm, the feeling is still there, with the same willingness ...

"You have to be strong when you don't see me,  or when i'm not here"  I don't wanna be strong when you're not here.  I want you to be here :(

Your kisses and hugs are my favourite things :)

do you know somehow i wish i can always share this road with you with  your ultimate silliness but sharp insight with your unlimited annoyances but beautiful smile and laugh do you know i wish that we always have enough strength to conquer all of our problems all of our differences do you know somehow i wish we are never going to reach the end  i wish you will fight for me more than this and i wish i can always smile for us. you're like a unique metal material in the middle of ribbons don't ask me why, it's the only visual i can get when i'm thinking of you. :)

Ola..this is the 2nd series that i finish. hahahah..the story is just adorable! the casts, the jokes, so much fun in the middle of this working life. hahaa..and i'm happy the next season is coming. yeay! :D oh well, no, i watched cashmere mafia also :D that one is great also! different setting and story but the dialog is oh so smart ;) well, i'm still working here in malaysia. sometimes feel i wanna run away. but arghhh not so easy. just did some research about visa and well, hussles. really crave to go to bali, have a pina colada in my hand and watch the sunset. life can't be more beautiful than that, can it? hahahaha :D instead, now i'm here. one of the things that make me alive is my freelance jobs. somehow it's more interesting. hahahaha..i hope everything will just run well. :)

i don't need a parachute, baby if i've got you, you're gonna catch me

Just this afternoon, my colleague asked me a quite interesting question. how do designers work? how do the generate ideas? their artwork is like an expression, how they think, how they see. how do they do it? well, first of all, designers aren't magician or entertainer only. we can't make things outta nowhere to be there in a zap nor we only create fancy things. we do sometimes, when we know why we do it. or just sometimes, the situation asks to do so. designers, mostly, have rationale behind everything they put in the artwork. they have ideas behind it, even the simplest artwork you may see. there's a thought behind that. note : there's a BIG difference between simplicity and laziness. first of all, we do need all the facts before we start dreaming. we do need all the rules before we start breaking it one by one. that's when our common sense plays along. after that we can start dreaming, concepting,generating ideas, all those stuffs. it involves your s...

heyho! it's my current freelance project. Golden Papillon is a new established web developer who focuses on lifestyle business such as restaurants, boutique, retailers, or anything fun! I love the concept and currently helping as a designer :) such an interesting business. it runs in the field that i love. hahaa :D help me like our page at www.facebook.com/goldenpapillon.web ;) 

always in love with this lovely thing :)

I just finished reading this book few days ago. still one of my fave series :D it's the last book for the Kane Chronicles series. Rick Riordan is one of my fave authors as well. as he's one of a very shortlisted authors that i can stand reading the novels on screen :D the story was amazing, also his way of telling the story. the narration is very easy to understand and follow. well done :) the story is still about Sadie and Carter, siblings, in the mission of saving the world from the return of apophis. they're dealing with egyptian gods and history. while also dealing with their natural habit as a teenager. it's happy ending in the end, but it's not one of the cheesy stories that just happily ever after. and from the end part, i think there will be another series for this one :) can't wait!

And, after a very long pause time not going to cinema, last Monday and Tuesday I took day offs and enjoyed my 'holiday'! yeahhhh waking up at 12 on Monday is such a bliss! hahahaa.. so I went to Mid Valley and went to the theater. this movie has been up for couple weeks. but i never had time to watch, now it's time! The movie is interesting! really well done. i like the plot and all the characters. so interesting. it's basically a love story, in a very rare perspective and projections. it's basically about 1 women who loves a man so deep. that becomes an obsession. but at one point, the man rejected her. and found another girl to love. the woman (Angelique) became so angry and cursed the man to be a vampire, and everyone he loved to die. It was quite a long time ago. The scene moved to the nowadays setting. Same city, different time. Barnabas' family has became poor, comparing to those glory days when they developed the town. And Angelique is still arou...