Pixie's Singing

is finally back! almost. hehehe. i got my pc back! hahaha..my friend helped me fixed it. oh well..he did almost everything :P and now..yes i can turn it on, enter the desktop, browse using firefox, chat in ym and msn, oh myyyy..so much i can do! hehehehe. after it get fixed, i used it and sitting in front of my screen like such an idiot while i'm thinking about how big my screen is. nopee..i don't change it to be bigger. but i have browsed and done everything i usually do in pc, in my cellphone for the last few weeks. so get back to my pc is like a culture shock. heheheh. and yes i get back my old digi number. not old..the number i usually use in malaysia i mean. hehehe. i lost the sim card in jakarta then i asked for another new sim card here. and it works! :P so i'm alive both in cyberspace and mobile. hahaha.. oh my..so many things i wanna put here but i haven't got my photoshop back so the pictures have to wait for a little bit longer i guess. hehehe. it's quite...

yayyy! i'm done with this semester. hahahaha. have had my presentation, submitted the report, the draft, and the cd. so it's time for another holiday!! hahahah..it's time to continue my holiday i mean :P this whole semester was like a long long holiday. with 3 weeks of interruption, making report and everything. but yeah it's done!! :D and the lecture seemed to like my work. yihay! hihiiiii~ happy happy syalalalaaaaa yeee~ everyone's hitting reggae bar right now. about i mean. but yeah..i'm not at my best condition to join them. so let's act like a good girl and stay at home. hahahahaahah~

have just watched the movie at pavilion. not as good as what I thought before. hehe. td nonton 3dnya gtuh. yg menurut gue ga jauh2 amad beda 3dnya sama yg biasa. tuz ceritanya juga biasa aja. bagus sih. tpi yahh gtuh deh. hehehe. bagusan yg kmaren2. tpi cukup menyenangkan lah. :D bioskopnya dingin gilaaaaa~ haiz. dah berasa bener kaya liburan. padahal jumat mah masih presentasi. hahahaha. besok baru ngambil reportnya nih. sore kayanya. ngga tw de nambahin brapa. kan bawa customer banyak kakkkK~ hihiiii~ kasih diskon lagi laa :P ngantuq banget baru balik jam 11 tadi. mudah2an malem ini bisa tidur dengan enak. asli udah dari kapan tidurnya gak enak :( fyuuuuu~ who says your life won't be different if there's 1 day in your past that change. there's so much differences in his life when he draws one day on his past to the villain. see..everyday in your life is valuable. even in the past. it makes who you are now. it makes you, the one who breathes and doing things now. everyday ...

so yeah..the report has just sent to he printing and binding service place. and everything takes me RM280 to get it done by Thursday. fyuuuuhh!!! it's a big amount mannn..i should choose another type of paper. *regretting. :( but yeah..i hope it turns to be just good! and i hope the cover's colours won't be darker than on the screen. fyuh! so..presentation slide now. hope i won't blow the presentation. ahahaha..next wish list : sex n the city 2!! wihiiiiy! :D www.thebinders.com.my

yay! my report is finally ready! hehehehe. the total page is 152 without the front and back cover. hehe. quite satisfied with this one *wink2. thx to the great time i had during my internship. that helps me getting my mood together when it's scattered. hehehehe. will print it tomorrow..hope i'll find the place to print. heheh. kinda hard to find a place to do the hard cover..humm~ dan mudah2an nanti murah. hahaha. ngarep de finnn.. here's the cover of my report anyway..i made the illustration, scanned it, then touched up a little bit in photoshop, live trace in illustrator, and colored it back in photoshop. didn't expect it turned to be something like this. but yes, i love it soooo much! :D the inspiration came from my room's door in bali. it's a great hand-work! seriously! here's my newest wish list : THE GARDEN OF EYE CANDY. It's another book produced by Bigbros Workshop. i believe it's available here in malaysia. gotta got the book one day. hehehe...

have just watched the movie at alamanda sama eka sama nita sama fritz. hemmm..bagus sih filmnya. efeknya oke. yg maen cakep!!! hahahahaah. tpi critanya gtu2 aja sih. sempet brapa kali 'waaa keren ya' abis itu udah. hehe. holywood banget. timingnya pas. happy endingnya terlalu gampang. gtu dee..tpi lumayan lah 1,5 jam. heheheeh. suka castnya sih, apalagi si Dastannya. hehehe. pas aja. ga tampang pangeran2 banget, ada tengil2nya juga, tpi keren. hihiy! love it..hehehe.. ga berasa ini baru sabtu. haaha. gue td berpikir ini tu minggu loh. tuz berasa yaa harus bkin report lagi deh. haha. skarang pas udah sadar agak2 nyante. hehe. abis bkin cover depan sama cover belakang sih. love the illustration i made :D lalala~ hope it'll still look good after the printing section. *finger crossed

fyuuuu~ draft reportnya udah kelar. senang! hehehehe. tinggal nambahin organization chart sama page numbering aja sii..oh sama bkin cover reportnya. bkinnya pake illustration gtuh deh jadinya. mudah2an jadi seperti keinginan deh. amin! hehehehe. masih sketch pensil kasar doank. besok mau dibikin yg bagusnya tuz di scan. yey! hehehe. berapa lama ya ngerjainnya..hummmm..senin udah harus masuk printing. mari bekerja pas wiken. hehehehe. minggu depan uda presentasi nih. yg pagi jadinya. udah deh biar selesai smuanya abis itu bisa tidur dengan enak. tpi uda ga perna bangun pagi lagi. wupz! hahahaha. mudah2an bisa deh bangun nanti. :D main ahhh~ Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. -Jonathan Larson

it's getting better to be here again. hehe. i don't drop anything i hold any more. i'm not look stupid while people trying to talk with me. hahaha. those stupid things like 'where the hell am i??' is about to over :) plus all the euphoria. fyuuuu~ but still..i miss bali and its ambiance. will go back there again one day :) still doing my report. still waiting few things from the office. yah begituhlah. target jumat ini selesai biar senin bisa masuk percetakan dan kelarnya buru2 dan last minute. mudah2an kelar semuanya dengan baik amin! hehehehe. ini udah males gtuh de mw ngelanjutin. hahahaaha..udah selesai daily learning, samples of work, sama conclusion. biasa dee klo udah kelar gtu suka males. hehehehe.. i didn't..and don't see you only as someone to have fun with. i saw you..and see you as someone who has value on me. that's my last goodbye to you.

war sama report. hehee. jadi..nanti tanggal 4 juni udah presentasi. which is ga sampe 2 minggu dari skarang. dimana reportnya harus dibinding. perfect binding yg kaya kamus2 itu. dan minimal 3 hari buat prosesnya. belum termasuk biaya dan lain lain dan lain lain kaya kesalahan teknis yg gimanapun pasti ada. monyong memang. hehe. yah begituhlah. jadi dari kmaren itu begadang bkin report. mending bkin report dee..bkn daily learning aja ga kelar2 itu semalem suntuk sampe jam 8 pagi. tetep aja belom kelar2 hukx! tpi udah tutor dan keliatannya sih si lecture cukup seneng sama kerjaan gue. jadi yaaa..mari mlanjutkan hingga selesai. secara itu isinya sebenernya masih dikit banget ajah gtuh deh. mungkin akan tutor lagi...rabu? entah seselesainya ajah deh. lalala~ ternyata tinta gue yg konon ga abis2 itu menjelang abis deh. hahaha. abis ngebongkarin laci tempat nyimpen tinta. skarang tintanya tinggal..1 cartridge yg warna dan 3 cartridge yg item. calon2 ngga cukup even buat ngeprint draft. hukx...

have just watched this movie this dawn. haha. a really intriguing and twisted-plot movie. i admit it's gooooooddd :D there's no exact plot. there are many things on the movie. too many possibilities. it's just hard to define what's real and unreal. there're even 2 possibilities how his wife died. by the fire or because of the water? does he really have wife? does he really have children? is everything even real? there're too many questions on my mind. but yeah i bet i won't be able to tell the exact plot. everything's on the gray side. there's no black and white on it. interesting. hahahaha.. jadi inget sebuah kalimat. the most dangerous man in the world is yourself. and for me..the most dangerous thing is one's mind. see how one's brain can work and create almost everything. believe in almost everything. make things to be real and unreal. it's a huge thing for me. really huge. mind..has, like another thing, 2 sides..positive and negative...

so..it has been a week since i came back here. not exactly one week, it's actually still hours from now. hahaha. last week..i was packing my things. getting stressed and afraid that my luggage wouldn't fit everything. hahaha. waited for you to say goodbye. but nah, you didn't come. had had dinner at jimbaran. sos anantara. took mike to the airport with ika. last week i was still in bali. and now..here i am. sometimes i felt those 4 months were just a dream. a really long dream. a dream that almost reached the reality. somehow bali seems so far far away. and everything happened there seems like..unreal. idk. how different it could be? huge. really. huge. doing my report for the whole day. tiring. thx God it hasn't turned to be boring. hahahaha. yeah still okay doing it. dunno about next next next week. hehehe. haven't touched my computer for soooo long. feel a bit strange. hehehe. hope my report will be done well. i know it won't be soon. hahahahha. my brain hasn...

so i had my 1st tutorial class today. it's...pretty good though. to come back to the campus again. to walk on the corridor again. to walk through one side to another side..oh that's not that good. hahahaah. but there're few new food stalls at plaza. with a really reasonable price and quite good taste. woho! hehehehe..good thing! the lecture showed us the examples of the report. one who got A and the rest who maybe got A- or something. add some pressures on us anyway! yea have to start to think about it. it's full well-designed and well-lay-outed. looks sooo good. mann..another 1 month without enough sleep is waiting for me. *sigh. the good thing is..i enjoyed my internship and my company, so I hope that will give me a good reason to enjoy the report making process. hehehehe..let's think about it..tomorrow. need a good sleep tonight. ciao~ ;)