Pixie's Singing

so this is my assignment 1 semester ago. it's a short movie starring my friends as the talents. hehe. it's about one girl who's walking down the street. she met many people. she felt many things. some she liked. sometimes she's hurt. until in the end of the road, when she met someone she's been dreaming of, someone she's saved the last dance for. :)

image source and yes! finally i've done everything this semester!! yayyy! it's time to welcome the endless lazy times and doing nothing. yihay! anyway, will trade quite a lot to be there. calming and relaxing isn't it? ;P yes, i did my first html website. it's a simple one anyway. but i'm happy with how it turned out. and we don't have any extended project for the next 3 weeks. yihay! ;P so..it's officially holiday now! *dancing around..oh well maybe laying around is more suitable* ;)

hi! after a very long time! hehehe. i've been busy chasing all deadlines and assignments. got 2 nights with no sleep at all. ckckck~ have never been like this on previous sems =__= but yeah, i have taken down 2 of my 4 subjects! ;P i went to singapore last friday to have an internship with a company there. after 2 nights with no sleep, i felt that my body was about to melt or something. my flight was at 7.40 in the morning. i reached there around 9 because there's some turbulences and few minutes delayed. i reached the company's office in time and only had interview for 30 minutes. nope, i didn't get the job. my skill and preferable doesn't match their needs. *dengan segala sumpah serapah yg gue tahan* udah jelas2 gue kasih tw gue gimana2 dan lagian udah kasih portfolio. koq masih bisa yah kejadian kaya kmaren! ngga sih ga sedih *boro2* sebel aja buang2 duit for almost nothing. damit. abis itu gue jalan2 tanpa tujuan keliling singapore. destination unknown banget de...

have been doing a flash website for my short movie for 2 days, only to find that it's now somehow corrupted and can't be opened. thanks. feel so numb. dunno what to do. haha. yeah i can somehow redo it or something. but it'll make my schedule to be another mess. hell yeah. anyway, next week is full of submissions. everything will be submitted next week. will have 2 presentations on tuesday; multimedia and design analysis. another submission on thursday, aaron's portfolio book and the journal. oh, should be 2 submissions on that day. the other one is web tech, which i haven't even touched anything. and next tuesday, submit the essay and the journal for design analysis.tring tring. sounds a lot. well, i'll go to singapore on friday to have an interview with mandate international. wish me luck ;) hope to get the internship this holiday. yay! :P i felt like crying and screaming and everything few minutes ago, but now, just feel so numb and choose to sleep. even i d...

yes!! i did it. abis ngerender jadiin 1 movie itu multimedia. jadinya lowres gtuh sih. cuma 720 x 576 apa klo ga salah. abis klo gede2 ga kuat euy itu komputer. crash mulu premierenya -____- ya udah deh yg ada aja ya sir minimal buat presentasi doank yahhh.. abis jalan2 ktmu muti sharian. hehehehe. shariannya lama di jalan sih. hehe. cape banget rasanya sharian keluar trus naek bus. udah agak lama ga kmn2 naek bus. halah gaya ;P td ke ikea, emang dasar kampret barangnya bagus2 banget. cara penataannya itu lho. bagus banget. padahal spacenya kecil, tpi efisien. will make something like that for my future apartment ;P ngga tw dah nyicilnya brapa lama. hahahaha.. tidur ah tidurrr..besok harus ngerjain tugas dan segala kerjaan lainnya. i was asked to wake up by reality. fyuh! ohyah..dan acnya mati lagi ajah lo..hiyay! ngga tw ya yg punya lg ngga ada duit :(

40 Illustrated Logo Design yes hi! masih merasa sangat ngga produktif buat bikin tugas. seharian kayanya ngga ngapa2in. well, dari kemarenan sih. trus ngga punya will buat melakukan apa2. arghhh..bad thing. ngga sihh kerjaannya lgi ga banyak2 banget. apa karena lg ga banyak2 banget makanya begituh yah. arghh~ sampe skarang belum berhasil export videonya. ngga tw ah crash mulu jadi stress. trus tadi baru ngescan2 ajah buat aaron belom ngapa2in. mo bikin cover sih. ah pantesan sakit kepala..lupa brightness nya layar kmaren dinaekin. turunin lagi ah. sakit mata. @_@ trina belom bales email, padahal klo dia udah setuju sama questionnairenya, gue paling niat ngerjain dia doang skarang2 ini. ngebayangin website 2 biji kayanya mw pecah aja palanya. ouch. =___=

There's someone I've been missing... seharian ngedit video dan seharian2nya dia erorrrr mulu klo ngerender sama export. selesai ngedit mah udah dari sore, sampe gini ari ngga berhasil dapet file outputnyaaaaaa! ish frustrating!!!! udah ah besok ajah nyoba lagi. oh my dear pc and adobe premiere, be good please :(

yeshh..finally am entering the first week of all-busy-day week. deadlines are coming by next 2 weeks. after that..holiday. haha. but we have to fight for the next at least 2 weeks. hehe. mari me recap apa aja di daftar tugas.. multi : edit film dan bikin websitenya (website apa menu dvd sih @_@) design analysis : bikin questionnaire, ngitung, ngeliat hasil, dan masih harus nyelesein bab2 essay proposal setelah dapet hasilnya, oh sama journal graphic design : bikin portfolio book sama journal web : bikin website buat portfolio online. kurang lebih sih masih ada 7 assignments lagi. hiyay~ ngga tau kenapa kayanya sih ngga se hectic semester2 sebelumnya. makanya sok2 belaga santai gini deh. hehe. well, everything's under control koq tpi :) even maybe i'm damn busy, doesn't mean i don't have time to have some fun. work hard play harder baby! :-"

browsing2 di youtube dan menemukan lagu ini. iya sih lagu nikahan gtuh. bagus banget tpi. well, i'd love to hear that kind of song on my marriage ceremony. yg entah kapan itu. heheee ;P well, lagi ngerjain website. bingung sebingung2nya. entah gimana sih dlu bisa bikin web. bzzzz. jaman berubah segtu cepetnya kah? aiz. lagi buka kelas sama temen gue. hahaa. harusnya kelasnya live nih pak guru. mudah2an ini bisa selesai dengan baik deh. td nyariin lecturenya mw tutor ngga ada. yawez ah, gue kirim email sih. tpi entahlah dibalas atau ngga. baca dimana yahh..ada yg blg semester ini akan lebih baik buat gue. well, bener sih. tugas2nya lumayan enak. meskipun kelasnya cuma 4 dan somehow bikin bosen dan males. haha. trus gtuh so far gue suka semua sama apa yg gue kerjain. amin. dan kayanya lumayan kualitinya ;P jadi senang. hehehehe. makasih ya Tuhan. :) semua pilihan itu ada resikonya. ada enak ga enaknya. betapa hal itu sangat umum, logis, dan lumrah. tpi betapa susahnya dijalanin bagia...

iyeph..setelah sekian lama, gue baru ntn film ini kemaren malem. hehehe. quite nice. instead aneh aja namanya karate kid tpi sepanjang film gada karate disebut2. it's kung fu, helow! tpi bagus sih filmnya. si jadennya mirip mampus sama will smith. hahay ganteng :P ngga banyak film yg settingannya di china. this one is good :) was talking with one of my friends last night. we as a human always have their own problem. dan semua itu disesuaikan sama kemampuan masing2 manusianya untuk menghadapi apa yg dikasih dari Dia. mungkin susah semua sih, namanya cobaan. hehehe. tapi yakin kalo Dia ngga akan kasih sesuatu yg manusia ngga bisa handle. He's not that evil. hehe. He's good, always. :) "Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happin...

tadi abis ntn ini di rumahnya alia. pelem lucu :D itu nyokapnya si gaul banget deh. anaknya udah gede, jadi polisi, serem gtu pula scra yg maen stallone, masih aja nganggep dia as her baby. hehe. tpi keren sih filmnya. lucu banget si ibu2 tua itu. menghibur2 sebelum syuting. hehe.. and yes, i did shooting for my short movie today. it's not as hard as i think. maybe if i brought the songs, it could be easier. i've just composed the soundtrack for the movie. yeah, for the whole movie. hehe. so far, i love it. :) haven't edited any of the movie since i have to convert from mov into avi first to be cut in premiere. fyuhhh..searching the software anyway. will continue the shooting tomorrow. there's still 2 scenes to be shot. hope everything to be alright tomorrow :)

is listening to this song. recalling memories in bali. arghhh i miss that place! seriously. getting bored with my routine here. sleep-wake up-doing assignments-sleep-wake up-going to class-doing assignments. argh kampret! bosen gila. mw jalan2 juga susah. :( jauh kemana2. sedih. kangen keadaan dimana pulang kantor jam 6 dan masih bisa jalan2. i will definitely go to kuta beach to feel the sand on my feet. hikx! i miss you :(

well, i'm starting to work at my web assignment. i'm making an online portfolio for myself. and..pretty much confused of everything. seriously. everything. i even don't know what kind of layout i wanna do. still confused. confused. confused. well, i have tried one, but i think it's just too much for a website. ugh. i don't know, still working on it. but..but..but..er..yah begituhlah. hikx. well, i found few good things on the internet. http://www.lillarogers.com/ here's the first one. it's a website full of illustrators from all over the world. it's done on flash but it's pretty much cute. and doesn't need a lot of time to load. nice one. :) http://www.oneluckyhelen.com/index.html and this is the 2nd one. it's one of my fave illustrator's website. something that i forgot before. stupid me. it's a really good website i think. quite simple but the content is really good. the information is there. and it's totally cute. http://www.13...

yes i did it! finally! hehehehe..after a long long journey full of everything. thx Father, to give me strength to make it happens :* setelah ini bisa tidur dengan nyenyak untuk sementara. hore! enjoy it ;) http://issuu.com/findaayu/docs/pelota

well, setelah seharian merasa useless karena ngga tw mw bikin website kaya gimana. bengong2 selama 3 jam.gue memutuskan untuk menunda bikin web dan bikin self directed instead. and now it's going to reach the finish word! yahay! kurang covernya sih. tpi udah di sketch dan tinggal discan ajah. need few times to touch it up and coloured it. then i have to make the layout. and hopefully setelah itu selesai. :) rasanya lega banget. thank You, Father! :* yah meskipun begitu tugasnya masih banyak sih. haha. ini yg buat besok aja beloman bikin. belom research pun buat besok. hadoeh. apaan aja sih pointnya. *ngelirik kertas proposal requirement* apaan semua sih bahasanya ga ngerti ah @_@ will have 2 classes tomorrow. er..dua2nya harus research. halo halo bandung. bingung. mari deh research. hehe. besok multi nunjukkin sketch website ajah. aduh mudah2an semuanya diundur aja sampe week 18. ga usah ditambah2in. yah astagah pusing banget bisa2. hikx. oh yah i'm applying for an internship i...

i'm not in my best condition. physically and mentally. oh crap. in the very exact time when i have a lot of things to do. migod. i can't even finish the website mock up today. don't even know what to do and how to do it. clever girl. rasanya pingin loncat2 di atas trampolin..eh tpi ga bisa. sakit perut. argh! yes i'm having my period. so excuse me for some stupid things i will say and do. well, this is what i have been doing for the last 1 week. i'm currently chasing the self directed for my self promo. i'm collaborating with my friend, ryu. she's a writer back in Indonesia. she makes the story and i make the illustrations. trust me, making a book is a long long long long journey. i have spent 3 days in sum making the raw illustrations only. then 4 hours to touch up and colour each illustration. i made 12 illustrations for the content, imagine how long i have spent to make it happen? oh not including the cover. not yet. *frustrating* here's a sneak peak....

and yes, i'm still chasing the self directed book for aaron's assignment. and another yes, while the others have submitted their work. argh! still have thousand things to do. cih. and i thought it's still friday. arghhhh~ anyway..enough with all the mumblings. hehehe. i was so glad to finish all the inside illustrations. yayyyyyy! abis itu tangannya kebas mati rasa. hikx. untuk beberapa saat cuma bisa dipake buat scrooling. *biggest compliment to whom created scroll on mouse :P* masih harus di touch up dikit2. warnain. layout. bikin cover. printing. binding. see..have told ya. thousand things. ding ding ding ding. and i thought it's still fridayyyyyy! *again :( gotta finish it before sunday. huwah. soalnya hari minggu harus bikin web. dan butuh illustrations juga. oh well, getting sick of those things. will stop making it for a while after everything's finished.fyuhhhhhh~ gimme back my weekend! :(

have just watched this movie. it's good actually :) he's already become a father of 2 when he came back to his high school time, with his kids. it's actually funny to hear things, that youngsters thing that it's common or normal, from the elder point of view. hehe. that you better keep sex until u marry someone. bully. high school time. even his choice to be a father and does his job. that's maybe how every fathers would tell to his daughters and sons. but somehow, being a parent doesn't give you 'the right move' to speak to your children. sad. but true. yes, i maybe only live young once, but it doesn't mean that i will make it as a ruins or something. have fun go mad. but again, know your lines. know yourself :) something good. well, i'm going to have my period soon i guess. is moody and it's like a total speedy roller coaster right now. haha! it makes me so unproductive at doing assignments. i was working with my self directed book for aaro...

yes hi! hahaha. after a very long time out. i'm back :D minggu lalu ke bangkok 4 hari. dari kamis sampe minggu sama cc gue. we had great time, tpi gue ga ngerjain tugas sma skali sedangkan rabunya presentasi. hore abis. nginep di baiyoke hotel pertamanya. trus ke mystic place , a very interesting hotel! nginep di kamar namanya Medicine Machine . itu beneran ya klo gue punya apartment sendiri, akan keliatan persis kaya gtuh. gue banget dah. hahaa. warna warni, agak2 ga beraturan. but that's the way i am. feel like home. hahaha. gue suka banget sama kamar2nya dah. huwaaa~ trus kita nemu tempat shopping enak namanya Platinum . kaya itc gtuh klo di indo. apa aja ada kayanya. manusiawi tempatnya deh. kmaren sempet nyobain ke Jatujat Market. tpi asli deh kayanya gue ga punya muse untuk belanja di pasar. banyak banget orang dan pengap gara2 abis ujan. pusing. akirnya menyerah dan baliknya ke Platinum lagi. hahaa. di bangkok ada juga belanjaaa mulu. belanjain semua orang. lama2 cape s...

lagi suka lagi inih. hheheh. soundtracknya apa yah..street dance klo gak salah. ada di playlist dan lagi suka ajah. nemenin lari2an sama tugas. huwahhhh~ mudah2an selesai pada waktunya. amin! "they say hello, they say ola, they say bonjour"