Pixie's Singing

Hello. after, yes, another long pause. I'm now waiting for my files to be copied properly to my thumb drive. bought it around few days ago because i thought i need it. yes i need, but i need something that has more memory and faster! already used to external harddisk which can work very well and very fast. uhmph! i should buy a new xternal hdd than a thumb drive. but anyway...what's news? working life is just soooooooooooo busy. lotsa pressure, deadlines, people sometimes screaming, sometimes i feel so stupid that can't do any simple task properly, and all the lists go down and down and down and down. but anyway, somehow i still like it. well mostly because i do like what i'm doing. the not so good part is my payment doesn't really come on time. well, it's not a small matter anymore when you're depending on your own, not your parents anymore. bills, rent, daily living costs, everything is waiting for you. and that particular thing can distract your concent...

i watched this movie few days ago..okay last week probably. the story is so standard, 2 bestfriends, one of them wanna get married. the husband is from 'other society' so the bride has a 'new bestfriend' over her long-year bestfriend. conflict happened. their friendship was tested. and..yeah happy ending in the end. but there's something interesting in the middle. when the main character was down, she felt she had lost everything. her bestfriend, job, no boyfriend, etc etc. one of the bridesmaids taught her about life. that it'll always 'annoy' you no matter what. and sometimes, you just gotta fight it back to live. you can't just sit and let it plays you upside down. you're responsible of your own life. so get up and get things done. simple thing, but really, at times it's the hardest thing to be done. to depend on yourself. and believe that this is your life, you're the one who can do it the best, even you're the one who will cau...

just finished watching this one, okay since yesterday. hehee..it's a chick flick youngsters movie, quite nice :) it tells you to be who you are, whatever it is, wherever you come from. and nothing's gonna stop you if you wanna do something good. quite good self value. hehehe..well i watched it because i thought i'll see a lot of great scenes of paris and monte carlo, but not really. i try to google it and anything i see is much more wonderful. hahaa..but at least i'm happy to start watching movie again :)

i am 22 now! okay it's been few days, i'm still happy. :) these 22 years have been soooo amazing for me. ups, downs, storms, suns, everything. thank God for all His blessings, never ending blessings, for all of his angels on earth. life is such a really beautiful gift! :) if i recall my memory again, i have been through different birthday situation. last one i was making some artworks for my colleague while my housemate, my dear friend since college, and my next desk colleague gave me present. last year, i gathered together with my friends at cathy's house at cyberjaya. ate together then danced. while few days from that day we went clubbing and that's the last time i really wanna fed myself up with alcohol. well i still drink, but not that much. hehehe.. 2 last years, i was in kuta, the band sang me happy birthday song while everyone on kuta street clapped their hands for me. amazing feeling. i was in bali, that's my first birthday without bunch of my friends around...