Pixie's Singing

gue bisa buka blog lagi dan nulis2 lagi. hahahaah. dah banyak banget tugas ni. ni aja harusnya sih buat tugas. tapi sudahlah. mari refreshing dulu ^^ biz nyari font, pertamanya gue stress ngga ketemu. eh setelah dicari2 nemu. i found an awesome website, heavenlyfonts.com. best recommended site to find fonts. hahahaah. thx to the webmaster. this site is so helpful for me right now ^^ lagi bikin komik nih. mana kudu bikin sculpturenya juga. rasanya pengn nyuruh orang bikinin ajah deh. bisa ga yaa?? kalo ga sih kayanya ga kelar yah. 12 halaman. dah gituh warnainnya ajah lama bangeettt..huhu~ bisa kelar ga yaa?? belom latian presentasinya juga..waaaa~ stresnya dunia. hehehehe dah gituh fotografi ituh baru lagi lohhh tugasnyaaa..60 ekor lagiiii huhuhu~ pengen nangis rasanya gue. gtw mau kapan hunting foto masalahnya =( hari ni dah kumpul 1st assignmentnya. ^^ mayan seneng sih heheheh..cuma foto yg gue suka banget malah ga dipilih..=( oh yah..kemaren disuruh bikin logo. udah jadi sih. awalny...

is like a bunch of sh**T!!! sungguh deh jeleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkk bangeeeeet!!! yg namanya sering putus. sering tiba2 ga bisa connect. pokoknya kaya monyet deh gobloknya! kan sistemnya wi fi gituh. dan ga semua unit ada modemnya. jadi connectnya ke modem tetangga (c-3-9) yg signalnya harusnya sih excellent gituh deeee..sangat penuh. tapi dnegan tololnya NOT CONNECTED. kampret emank! dah gituh bisanya konek ke bawah (c-1-9) yg jauhnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ampun2 banget deh. signal cuma 1..1mbps. mampus ajah mo ngapain tuh gue???? yg bikin mykris makan gaji buta ye??? rese banget deh. >=( i need this to do my assignments which require research before can be done!!! and also to keep contact with my family and friends in jakarta..arghhh i hate net connection here!!

these are my assignments and what i had done in class..enjoy it ^^v ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- nih namanya visual mind map. buat bikin tugas creative studies gue yg disuruh bikin komik. dapet banyak referensi dari clip artnya microsoft office. hehe. my drawing style looks like a child's drawing. whatever. hahahaha..i love this one so much =) my main character is a little girl name lola. can you find it there? hehe..of course u can. lola lives in a circus. blablabla ^^ i'll tell you later. hehe. i use a lot of things on this visual mind map in my comic. my fave one : the strawberry. dunno why but i really like the color ^^v ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- these are from my life drawing class. contour drawing. i used charcoal. guess what? i really2 love to use it as my media to draw. i found it interesting and so much fun..hahahah...

lagi dodol milih2 font nihhh..arghh..gue lagi belajar tipografi ceritanyaaaa..dan disuruh nentuin font dari headline berita. ngga std gituh. pokoknya headline itu harus bisa membuat orang ngerti dalemnya cerita ttg apa. mantap glaa..headline gue judulnya Yellow Cabs go green in US. jadi yahhh sedang berusaha mencari deh ^^ dah nemu sih beberapa. tapi teteup deh kudu diliat2 lagih. huwah lelahnyaaa.. akhirnya bisa konek juga nih meskipun modemnya jauh di sana..yg deket mala ga bisa konek. goblok tuh! huh~ gtw apa gue kesusahan. sebel rasanya. huwahhhh~ rencananya hari ni mo tidur pagian kayanya ga bisa. dah stngah 3 nih..huwahhhh..keasikan research sih..=P belom research malaysian studies. au deeee lalala~ mari mencari >. banyak tugas disinih. cuma yahgue sih enjoy2 ajah. kecuali tugas bikin font gue ni ye coz kudu tracing ndiri dan kudu rapih. arhhh~ tidak indahnya duniaaaa...=P yahyahyy mari kembali membuat tugas >.

i don't decide this song to anyone. nope. just really love this song since i've heard this for first time. =) and finally i found it on youtube. hahahaha..awesome web ^^v enjoy this song..

finally uda kejawab tuh semuanya =) langsung lega entah kenapa. otak gue dah dodol dari maren2 tuh. hehe. yahhh begituhlah =) sekarang setelah tau ya udah lega ajah gituh. dah nemu jawabannya hehe. siapa yang tau gimana jalannya idup? jalannya tuh muter2. rumit dan ngga ketebak. dan kadang kita ada di satu jalan yang kemana2 tuh susah. kemana2 ngga bisa. maju pun susah..halangannya banyak. kadang jalan tuh mulus banget sampe kadang2 tuh bingung karena bener2 ngga ada halangan. rasanya aneh ajah. hehe. emank manusia itu aneh. dikasih a minta b, dikasih b minta a. hahaha. sifat dasar manusia yg otaknya sok rumit. =P banyak hal yg ngga dimengerti kenapa harus terjadi. banyak hal yg susah banget diterima. tapi ternyata harus ada dan ngga bisa ditolak datengnya. ngga akan mudah ngelewatin semuanya. tapi yahhh itulah hidup =) emank susah sih kadang2. cuma ya begitu. mau diapain lagi? nothing can be done..sometimes all we can do is do whatever we think it's the best..which sometimes..actu...

huwah gila deh. tugas gue menumpuk sodara sodariii~ indahnya dunia langsung rasanya. mana susah pula bikinnya. ngga susah2 banget sih. cuma ribet ajah. duh beneran deh, kelar ngga yah?? duh harus kelar harus kelar harus ah. huhu~ masa ngga kelar sih? =P songong gtuh deh. hehehe..scara kerjaan gue akir2 ni malah jalan2 mulu. hahahaha. jadinya begituh deh yah =P tugasnya ga dibuat2 =P bandelnya. hehehe. “Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is thinking of you.” baru nemu kata2 itu di net. indah yah rasanya. =P i don't say that i don't believe in that such a thing. but really, in our normal life, it's so hard to believe in that kind of thing. sounds like it's just a fairy tale that doesn't exist in this world. because of what? world is so cruel. it won't make something like this to happen in our life. yeah, really. sometimes i feel like ...

^^ actually sejak gue ada di sini, gue belom ngerasa pw2 banget. ada aja kenapa2nya. gue disini main sama iin, intan, nesi, segala deh. kadang2 gue ngerasa gue bukan siapa2nya mereka dan ngga termasuk di inner circlenya mereka. sama yg lain juga sih. gue kenal banyak orang, tapi kayanya gue bukan siapa2 dari mereka. dan sometimes it makes me feel so blue. like i'm the only stranger among them. yah begituhlah. apalagi ditambah dengan sifat gue yg kaya begini. tertutup banget sama orang baru. dan yah emank begituh. gue ngga bisa langsung nyerocos sama orang yg baru gue kenal. ga kaya si iin. iiin ituh gue yg dulu. sama persis. sangat2 sama. gue bener2 kaget pas gue liat dia. cuma sekarang gue udah berubah jauh banget. lebih tertutup sama orang lain. bener2 pake feeling gue, kalo gue rasanya sreg sama orang ini, gue baru bisa nyerocos macem2. dan depends on my feeling juga sih. kalo gue lagi badmood males ngomong yah udah deh. hahaha. bisa jutek seharian itu ^^ kenapa gue bisa jadi ka...

dan kala dia memanggil sebuah nama yang tidak akan pernah menyahut sesosok keindahan yang tidak akan pernah menjawab sejauh apapun dia berlari sejauh manapun dia mencari dia tidak akan pernah berhenti dan datang padanya memberinya langit biru kala angin berhembus membawa warna yang terbang mengitarinya membawanya tinggi dalam senyumnya dalam indahnya kala dia berjalan di atas pelangi dan meneteskan warna di bawahnya dia mencari sebuah nama yang selama ini ada entah dimana dia berdiri dan memanggil berharap sebuah suara kan menjawabnya entah kapan

Mhmn bye bye How do you love someone That hurts you oh so bad With intentions good Was all he ever had But how do I let go when I've Loved him for so long and I've Given him all that I could Maybe love is a hopeless crime Giving up what seems your lifetime What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say To say goodbye If your heart don't have the heart to say To say goodbye I know now I was naive Never knew where this would lead And I'm not trying to take away From the good man that he is But how do I let go when I've Loved him for so long and I've Given him all that I could Was it something wrong that we did Because others infiltrated What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say To say goodbye If your heart don't have the heart to say To say goodbye Is this the end? Are you sure? How should you know when you've never been here before It's so hard to just let go When this is the one and on...

Some say love It is a river That drowns the tender reed Some say love It is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed Some say love It is a hunger An endless aching need I say love It is a flower And you It's only seed It's the heart Afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It's the dream Afraid of waking That never takes the chance It's the one Who won't be taken Who cannot seem to give And the soul Afraid of dying That never learns to live When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong Just remember In the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed That with the sun's love In the spring Becomes the rose akirnya gue bisa onlen lagi. setelah kemaren setengah harian ngga bisa onlen karena tiba2 net gue membego! huh~ sebalnya. sekarang sih da bisa. ^^v mau ngerjain tugas tapi entah gimana selalu aja males. disuruh bikin scrapbook gituh deh. cum...