Pixie's Singing

It started out as a feeling Which then grew into hope Which then turned into a quiet thought Which then turned into a quiet word And then that word grew louder and louder Till it was a battle cry I'll come back when you call me No need to say goodbye Just because everything's changing Doesn't mean it's never been this way before All you can do is try to know who your friends are As you head off to war Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light You'll come back when it's over No need to say goodbye You'll come back when it's over No need to say goodbye Now we're back to the beginning It's just a feeling and no one knows yet But just because they can't feel it, too Doesn't means that you have to forget Let your memories grow stronger and stronger Till they're before your eyes You'll come back when they call you No need to say goodbye You'll come back when they call you No need to say goodbye...

Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And everything you do Yeah, they were all yellow I came along I wrote a song for you And all the things you do And it was called "Yellow" So then I took my turn Oh what a thing to have done And it was all "Yellow" Your skin Oh yeah, your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful You know, you know I love you so You know I love you so I swam across I jumped across for you Oh what a thing to do 'Cause you were all "Yellow" I drew a line I drew a line for you Oh what a thing to do And it was all "Yellow" Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful And you know For you I'd bleed myself dry For you I'd bleed myself dry It's true, look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine Look at the stars Look how they shine...

no i don't want you to change. no i don't want you to let me go. no i don't want you to leave. yes i miss your smile. yes i miss your laugh. yes i miss you. yes i want you to look at my eyes when you're talking to me. no i hate when you walk away and will never look back again. yes i want you to be here. even you do nothing. even i just can see you eyers. even i just can imagine your smile. yes love and live are still the same thing. complicated.

ga enak banget nih lagi pilek. dari tadi kepala gue sangat pusing dan ngga bisa mikir. sampe tadi gue ga ikut rapat integrated yg siangnya. ga nahan banget. sakit semua badan gue, leher gue, pala gue. ahhhh sudahlah~ emank begituh kalo mo pilek. au pileknya kapan. yg gue sebel kalo lagi saat2 kaya gini ajah. ngga mempan dikasih obat apaan ajah. huwa~ dia terdiam dan melihat ke dalam hatinya ke dalam dirinya bahwa kelamnya masih ada dan kembali datang menghampirinya dia bukan seorang yg paling indah dia bukan seorang pahlawan yang berperang dan kalah dan kembali berperang dia berdiam dalam sendirinya kala ragu menyambutnya dan kala langkah itu kembali beranjak dia melihat dari jauh tanpa tahu apa yang harus dia lakukan dia akan kehilangan lagi atau tidak dia hanya berdiam terlalu takut untuk kembali mengenakan jubahnya dan berlari ke medan perang bukan untuk membunuh dia bukan pembunuh dia hanya seorang yang berusaha mempertahankan dirinya dan segala yang ada yang mempertahankan cintany...

Temen gue barusan bilang kalo orang yg ngga bias mendeskripsikan dirinya sendiri itu orang yg perfeksionis. Aha..am i? ahahahaah~ gtw deh. Mungkin. Yg pasti gue emank ngga bisa mendeskripsikan diri gue coz gue sendiri bingung sama diri gue. Gtw mau mulai dari mana gtw musti bilang apa. Rasanya abstrak bener euy. Hehe. Makanya gue bingung gtw mo bikin apa. Dan sangat susah emank mencari yg bener2 gue. Makanya jurnal creative tuh bagian self biography paling ujung dibuatnya. Coz gue tidak menemukan apapun yg bisa mendeskripsikan diri gue dengan baik dan benar. Ahahah. Secara gue sangat2 moody dan unpredictable. Berbahagialah orang yg bisa dan tahan mengerti saya. Hehehehe~ yah begituhlah gue. Gue ngga pernah merasa bisa deskripsiin diri gue dengan benar dan tepat selaen paka 1 kata “unpredictable” karena gue ngerasa gue sangat2 abstrak dan suka2 banget. Gue mau ngelakuin sesuatu y ague lakuin, gue ga mau bisa gue lakuin bisa ngga. Yg pasti gue ngga sukacita deh.hehe. egois? Mungkin. Hehe...

Turn my mic up louder I got to say something Light weights steppin aside when we comin' Feel it in your chest the syllables get pumping People on the street they panic and start running Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming I jump on my mind, I summon the rhyme, I'm dumping Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in Sick of the dark ways we marched to the drummin' Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping Risk something, take back what's yours Say something that you know they might attack you for Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for Like this war's really just a different brand of war Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor Like they understand you in the back of the jet When you can't put gas in your tank These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing their check Asking you t...

gue sedang sangat tidak mood. au ngapa. bawaannya males ngapa2in. pengen marah2 ajah. lalala~ begituhlah. ga mood..ga mood..ga mood...gaaa moood.

The moment I started running up the hill through the wind The burning sun rays made my heart grow hot Every time I get closer to you I get faster I love you for giving this premonition of a beginning that will come in time This time I spend by your side with this little love, so naturally The thing I can do today is such an ordinary thing My hair flutters, I had it cut short to make you turn around One more laugh rings out through the sky Begging for love, I got hurt a little As the seasons go by we’ll be connected again If you could call a moment like this happiness Then I gaze at you, feeling the miracle of meeting you in this town You take a detour and then come back, I want to walk with you a little longer It’s on the days when nothing happens that I want you by my side, if only I could become the wind I feel like I can reach the gaps in the clouds, we look up at the same sky I want to spend the tomorrow reflected in your eyes like this too Today, once again, I’m overwhelmed by a h...

Imagine there's no heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today... Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace... You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world... You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one kemarenan temen gue nyari lirik lagu ni di tempat gue..dan jadilah gue ngubek2 folder gue buat menemukan lagunyaa..dan tenyata ketemu. hehe. cuma beda versi ajah. dan gue menemukan kembali di net. love the net soooo much. gada yg gada. hahahahha ^^v lagunya enak sih..sungguh membuat gue pengen tidur tapinya. hehe. dan gue baru b...

Sometimes I get tired of this me-first attitude You are the one thing that keeps me smiling That's why I'm always wishing hard for you 'Cause your light shines so bright I don't feel no solitude You are my first star at night I'd be lost in space without you And I'll never lose my faith in you How will I ever get to heaven, if I do Feels just so fine When we touch the sky me and you This is my idyll of heaven Why can't it always be so good? But it's all right, I know you're out there Doing what you've gotta do You are my soul satellite I'd be lost in space without you And I'll never lose my faith in you How will I ever get to heaven, if I do And I'll never lose my faith in you How will I ever get to heaven, if I do And I'll never lose my faith in you And I'll never lose my faith in you dah lama banget ngga denger lagu ni lagi. suka banget sama ini ^^ heheheheheeheh~ gue suka semua lagunya dia deh kayanya =P enak sih suaranya. ...

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone It's not warm when she's away Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And she's always gone too long Anytime she goes away Wonder this time where she's gone Wonder if she's gone to stay Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And this house just ain't no home Anytime she goes away And I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know Hey, I ought to leave the yound thing alone But ain't no sunshine when she's gone, Only darkness everyday Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And this house just ain't no home anytime she goes away (Repeat *) Anytime she goes away (x4) I know, I know, I know, I know (5 times) one of my fave songs ^^ gtw kenapa gue sangat suka meskipun gaya nyanyinya kaya orang mo mati gituh. hahahahah. suka sama liriknya. suka sama semuanyaaa ^^v

Sometimes I wonder If I'd ever make it through Through this world without having you I just wouldn't have a clue Cause sometimes it seems Like this world's closing in on me And there's no way of breaking free And then I see you reach for me Sometimes I wanna give up Wanna give in I wanna quit the fight And then I see you baby And everything's alright Everything's alright When I see you smile I can face the world Oh you know I can do anything When I see you smile I see a ray of light Oh I see it shining right through the rain When I see you smile Baby when I see you smile at me Oh yeah Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do What the touch of your hand can do It's like nothing that I ever knew Hey And when the rain is falling I don't feel it Cause you're here with me now I wanna ask you baby It's all I'll ever need All I'll ever need When I see you smile I can face the world Oh you ...

dia melangkah di tengah rimbunnya awan di tengah indahnya pelangi yang membawanya di antara jalan hidupnya di antara setiap cabang pikirannya dia berdiam di bawah naungan indah daun - daun berguguran dan tersenyum pada langit pada matahari pada hatinya kala dia kembali hidup kala dia kembali berjalan menjawab tawa angin yang memanggilnya menjawab rintik hujan yang bermain di sekelilingnya dia menari di antara percikan indah badai di atas lautan bening yang memanggilnya yang menjaganya dia tersenyum seakan dia tidak pernah tersenyum sebelumnya seakan dia tidak pernah tahu dimana dia berada dan semua yang ada padanya semua yang turun dan berjalan bersama hatinya dan setiap kali dia menengadah dan melihat bahwa langit itu masih biru dan matahari masih bersinar baginya dia tersenyum dan damai diam di hatinya

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