Pixie's Singing

cuma seminggu sih..tpi kayanya cukup menyenangkan. hahaha. tpi biz ntuh tugas udah kaya mo perang lagi. duh pusing =P senen besok mo k chinatown. haha. finally. gue kesana juga. hehe. hmmmmm ada apaan yah? gue baru nguarin 1 meja dari kamar gue besera kardus2 yg di atas lemari. dan setelah gue puter2 semua barang di kamar guee, susunannya balik ke asal! wahahaaha. dodol abiz. =P ternyata emank ga bisa lebih beres lagi. hehe. tpi biz gue kuarin meja ntuh jadi punya lebi banyak space aja di depan pintu.hehehe. senang deh gue =P bisa ngegeratak kalo ngerjain tugas. haha. biz slama ni tempatnya sempit. hehe. yah gituh deh. senang skarang. pengen vacuum kamar tpi vacuum cleanernya di atas..duh elah males banget ambilnya. hehe. nanti ajah deh =P lalala~ yah ginih2 ajah sih. hehe. liburliburlibur,.,tugastugastugas..

be who you wanna be..not others wanna see..yeah right..itu kata2 yg gue dapet dari bg fs yg dikasih cc gue. sesuatu yg bikin gue berpikir juga saat ini. dan gue ngga tau apa ksimpulannya..bingung...

tiba2 kebangun ajah gituh tengah malem lagi tidur. hikx. sebel banget. akirnya onlen2an dee..mana netnya lama..duh cuapeee..it's been so long that i haven't thought about anything. really. everything in my mind is only assignment..assignmentss..assignmentsssssssssss..up and down. nyah..i question everything i see. since my life turn into upside down and i have to learn everything from the beginning once again. just in a new perspective and new result then. but i don't feel it's alright. i don't know where i am. i don't know where i stand. i don't know if i change a lot. or i lose my interest. or i'm just the way i am. since my life is just as crazy as roller coaster inside, i'm on the track but don't know when to stop. let it flow but i don't like it...

gatau kenapa kayanya guru2 gue lagi cinta banget bikin anak2 muridnya mo gantung diri. tugas buanyaaaaaaaaaaaak banget. pusing gue sampe. hikxhikxhikxx..sedih dah ah. yah gituh deh. gue gtw kelar apa ngga tu tugas. cuapededotcom. hehe. mudah2an ajah yg portrait ntar kelar sbelom sabtu scara gue mo nginap di tempat astri. hehehe. mudah2an jadi juga =P gue senewen juga sih lom kelar tugas. hikx. kemarenan gue stress buanget ngeliatin tugas yg sangat sangat banyak. hikx. kayanya tiada hari tanpa begadang mikirin tugas. ngga mikirin doang juga sih. sutress aja ngerjainnya. haha. yah gituh deh. nih lagi dalam proses smuanya..mudah2an aja kelar dengan baik. masa gada course yg gada tugasnya. monyong buanget. parah de. hikxx beginilah jadi anak kuliahannn..heehhheehe.. talking to you like talking to the wind blowing up but doesn't answer anything seeing you like seeing the lake with its deep dark blue it reflects anything you want to see hoping you like hoping the rainbow to come you'...

dia bertanya kala langit membiru nun jauh di atas angannya menatap jauh dan menemukan sebentuk awan menyapanya dan langit biru terbentang rendah seakan mengajaknya untuk ikut bersamanya mengelilingi dunia bebas seakan dia tidak harus hidup seakan dia boleh memilih untuk bebas dia menatap segala yang ada padanya segala yang ada di sekelilingnya dan dia bertanya sampai kapan dia akan berjalan di jalannya sampai kapan dia akan menjadi dia yang sekarang sampai kapan dia duduk diam dan menatap jalan yang harus dia tempuh jalan yang telah dia jalani dan dia terdiam dan memejamkan matanya kala angin bermain di wajahnya menyapanya halus dan membuka kedua matanya dan kembali menatap apa yang ada di sana kala dia berjalan bersisian dengan rumpun yang berlari mengejarnya dia bertanya sampai kapan dia akan menjadi dia yang sekarang entah kapan dia akan terbang bebas bersama langit biru membuainya bersama angin menari di kedua kakinya bersama segala angan yang selama ini terbang tak tentu arah dan ...

assignments..assignments..assignments. sick of that. iya lagi numpuk sampe segila2nya. parah sangat!!! hikx. stiap subject pasti ada tuh assignmentnya. ni aja gue baru kelar bikin milk packaging. iya kotak susu. mari gue crita soal sejarahnya ni kotak susu yg harusnya dikumpul jumat lalu. tuz kenapa gue baru jadi??? karena di sini gada printingan yg deket dan bener!! sumpah. ada printingan di plaza sanah. ih hasilnya JUELEKKK banget. warna gue jadi coklat. duh amit2 deh. pusing gue. hari kamis kemaren gue uda ngeprint 2 kali di 2 tempat berbeda. dan hasilnya gada yg memuaskan. akirnya hari ni gue ke Miso di Street Mall. warnanya jadi agak tua tpi mending deh jauh!! daripada kemaren tiba2 jadinya coklat! duh amit2. hikxx..gue ampe stress gue pikir layar gue yg tolol. duh asli pokoknya memusingkan deh =( bener2 sakit hati gue liat hasilnya. iyah lah..komp sama printingan bdanya JAUH banget. sakit hati. =( dah gituh hari nih jadinya bagus gtuuu..gue uda seneng2 tdi siang. eehhh barusan gu...

Ohh, how about a round of applause Yeah, standing ovation Oooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah You look so dumb right now Standing outside my house Trying to apologize You're so ugly when you cry Please, just cut it out An' don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show Really had me going But now it's time to go Curtain's finally closing That was quite a show Very entertaining But it's over now (but it's over now) Go on and take a bow Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone) You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one This just looks like a re-run Please, what else is on (ohh) And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show Really had me going But now it's time to go Curtain's finally...

I've made up my mind, Don't need to think it over, If I'm wrong I am right, Don't need to look no further, This ain't lust, I know This is love but, If i tell the world, I'll never say enough, Cause it was not said to you, And thats exactly what i need to do, If I'm in love with you, Should i give up, Or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere, Or would it be a waste? Even If I knew my place should I leave it there? Should I give up, Or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere I'd build myself up, And fly around in circles, Wait then as my heart drops, and my back begins to tingle finally could this be it or Should I give up, Or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere, Or would it be a waste? Even If I knew my place should I leave it there? Should I give up, Or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Yeah Should I give up, Or shoul...