Pixie's Singing

this is new year eve everyone..hehehe..hmmm..gi di rumah ajah. gada rencana khusus mo kemana. yah as usual year by year..hehe. hmmm...kiri kanan heboh dan banyak acara. tpi yahhhh bhubung susah mo ngapa2in yaa sudahlah..ckckck..ok i know it's kinda ironic when other people are happy and preparing themselves for the new year event..i'm here and don't feel too much of it. ng...gtw ah~ lalala~ this is the last day of this year. of this lunatic year. hahaha. really. if i recall all of my memory, there're too many things there. i have so much memories, good and bad. =) yah seperti semua tahun lainnya yg nyimpen kenangan sendiri dan punya cerita sendiri, this is another year =P just say i'm having like a flat feeling right now. hehehe~ but yeah..the new year is knocking at your front door. waiting for the right time to finally explode your door and yell "SURPRISED!! I'M HERE EVERYONE!! BE HAPPY!!" ^0^ thx for this year =) and hope the next one will be good a...

I'm here give me a glance, been following you like a shadow This is how I spent my time dreaming about our days tomorrow Another day has gone by another moon another sun I can wait for you my love Don't want to do any harm just find a gate to your attention Sometimes I walk away cause I know that we can't ever be together Sometimes I close my mind I can't keep this love for myself any longer Somehow I have to find the right time to say that I want you to want me, Even in my dreams I hope you know who I am through all the letters I have sent you I know I'm not the only one wanting and dreaming about you Two different world between us, you're on the spotlights far from my touch I can't wait here forever For a sign from your eyes the magic I wish I could have Should've walked away 'cause I knew that we can't ever be together Should've closed my mind should've known that this love can't go any further Should've stop...

biz baca recto verso nih tdi subuh. ng..gmana yah..bukunya sih bagus banget. one of my fave deh =P yah emank buku2 demenan gue sih. it's mild but touchy as well. hmmm..tuz tdi gue donlot lagu2nya. ngga gtuh enak sih. not my type of songs. agak terlalu datar dan..yah bosenin lama2. dan kata2nya ngga gampang ditangkep. gtw posisi speaker gue yg salah to gmana. yah intinya gue ga nyesel ga beli cdnya. hehe. kemarenan k pim tuz ke toko buku karisma. gtw kenapa even tu toko buku keliatan lebih kecil dan sepi daripada gramed, ternyata gue lebih enjoy isinya. gramed terlalu penuh dan rame. jadinya agak2 susah deh nyari apa2. klo disana enak, lubisa jalan2 sepi2 gtuh..ngeliatin atu2 tanpa harus eneg sama jejeran rak berjubel buku. hehehe. jadinya lebih enjoy. gue malah banyak menemukan buku2 indah disana. yg ga bisa kebeli karena gada duit. arghh~ gtuh dehh~ T.T this year is about to end. just hope that everything will be better starting from the new year =) new year, new beginning, new ev...

oh so you see.. * gue baru nyadar berapa puluh buku terjemahan yg dah gue baca. dan salah 1 faktor yg menentukan buku terjemahan itu bagus atau ngga adalah penterjemahnya. so glory for all translator that can make the book still good or even be better maybe than if i have to read all those thick books in English. moron! so..glory for all of you! cheers =P

i'm not saying that i have lied for these past few months. i really felt it. i just felt that i can't escape and make everything to be allright. and now..i think i can. i realized that i have had the same words like what i am having right now. all of them are true. the different is one is clear and the other is still not. and maybe..that's why everything happens. and i feel like an idiot to think that it's complicated. hahah. maybe it's not that bad and complicated. =P i have once passed this kind of situation, and i don't have any reasons why i can't pass this one =) yeah, it's true that i just have to let it flow. because i can't do much about it. that time will give me the answer later. we'll see. hehe.

it's gonna be long =D i...just read some words that i've written somewhere out there..long long time ago~ banyak part dari kata2 itu jadi kenyataan sekarang2 ini, sebelomnya cuma nangkring ajah di penghujung otak dan logic dan hati gue yg bareng2 menyuarakan pendapat. sinkron. haha. dan sekarang..a lil bit harder. to let go. untuk mengerti dan memahami. and to move on. gue dahgtw berapa kali nulis hal ini. tapi nyata banget gue yg sekarang dan gue yg dulu sangat beda. sesuatu yg entah harus gue syukuri atau ngga. gue ngeliat gue dulu sangat...yakin sama diri gue sendiri, sama pikiran2 gue, dan sama semuanya yg ada di diri gue. gue yakin untuk ngapa2in. dan yakin mempertahankan semua pendapat gue. semuanya. buah pikiran2 gue di setiap saat. yang sekarang..mungkin gue udah jarang mempertanyakan banyak hal di hidup gue. mungkin sekarang gue udah ga pernah bepikir sekritis dulu. dan hidup gue lebih plain daripada gue yg dulu2. kenapa yah? sometimes gue berpikir karena ya...gue suda...

I have got so much to give, I swear I do. I may not have nine lives, this one feels brand new Yes I've lived a good one I have tried to be true There are some things I never realized, till I met you How the wind feels on my cheeks, when I am barking at the moon [chorus] There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you Woo Woo! Here I come. Woo Woo! Back to you. There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you Well I was in trouble bad I was so confused. I may not see in color babe, but I sure can feel blue. I have been a lot of things, they may not all be true. My experience was so mysterious, till I met you. Now the sun may rise in the east, but I'm barking at the moon. [Chorus] There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you. Woo Woo! Here I come. Woo Woo! Back to you. There is no home like the one you've got, coz that home belongs to you. There is no home like the one yo...

ni judul buku barunya Dewi Lestari. Recto Verso . gue suka banget sama webnya. bagus dan interaktif. heheeh. dah gtuh gue emank demen buku2 kek gtuh. tuz lagu2nya juga enak. sayangnyaaa gue nyari kemana2 dan habisss melulu. hiks. sedih banget. dah 2 kali balik k GI dan habis mulu jawabannya. gogirl gue juga abis. arghhhh~ damn! huh~ pengen banget baca buku ituh. ckckckc~ tdi ntn bolt. filmnya bagus sih. hehehe..pertama2nya adegannya kek james bond versi anak kecil. terlalu keren. hahaha. tuz yahhh ternyata itu cuma film doank. bagus sih konsep critanya. si bolt akhirnya sadar dia bukan super dog, tapi meskipun dia bukan super dog, dia tetep bisa ngelakuin hal - hal yg luar biasa. hehehe..nice movie =P plus..doggienya lucu banget! hahha. gue gtw yg kaya gtuh eksis apa ngga di dunia. tpi asli lucu banget =P gue gemes banget pas pertama liat dia masih kecil. hehe. pas dah gede juga lucu sih. tpi entah kenapa keknya palanya gede abis. =P dah mo taon baru nih. gtw mo kemana. tdi pagi nyokap...

how many times you wanna be hurt by the one that you love? how many times to say he/she's right and you're wrong, even sometimes it's not like that? how many times do you wanna sacrifice for him/her? how long can you keep your reason that he/she's worthed? Worthed for you, worthed for everything that you've done. Do you amazed by the numbers? Do you amazed what a man can do for the one that he/she loves? Or for them whom, they believe, they love? have you ever imagine how far and how hard a man can go for that love. *i'm not talking that the 'man' here is a male. it refers to human. both female and male. =) * have you ever realized? have you ever noticed? that sometimes man does something and gets nothing as the rewards? but do you now that he/she will come back later. try again. and maybe gets a better result. or the same result. but yet, try again is still in their agenda. it sounds like a foulness. it feels like useless things. but yet, man does it. m...

i was asked to make a logo for a coal trading company. and I'M STUCKED. okay i start to think i just wasted my time and my parent's money to get nothing for the whole semester. ARGHHHHHH!!!! feel so frustrated. i..actually don't know what to make. really. none of my idea looks good. there's always something wrong about this. something unfits. and i hate this so much. i don't know if this kind of company is not under my skills. since it's a serious one and i usually makes something 'cute'. but i realize that if i wanna be a graphic designer i can't use that excuse. or i can? arghh..it is not professional. argh!!! i want it to be simple but gives enough feeling related to the company. i want it looks simple, strong, and promising. since the symbol is sun i want it to gives a new hope feeling. a new good beginning. yeah something like that. and i plan to make it like a modern logo. 3d stuffs. but ng..so far i can't get that feeling. heard easy right...

kk gue baru balik dari HK nih..and i got many things. hahaha. dapet gelang, boneka yg sekarang namanya SI BULET. he's a seagull actually with egg-shape head. hehe. hmmm..dapet kek mug to apa gtuh Pooh yg bakal gue lungsurin ke cc gue. =) hmm..dan makanan. horeeeeeeeeee~ senang =D ok ga bakal kurus klo begini. hahahaha. hmm..katanya tar malem pd mo ntn. gtw deh jadi to kaga. hehe. i've just read something that made me wanna write these things down. I don't believe anymore with age. everyone in any age could act like anyone in any age. depends on your experience, your choice, your needs, and many other things. and i'm someone like that. i can be anyone i wanna be at certain times. don't ask me how i do that coz i don't know. sometimes it's bad sometimes it's good. but i rarely regret it. related how you deal with your own self and what you' ve done i guess. but not 100% like that. many things turn into one. here comes the complication. not everyone doe...

I always turn both of my computer and winamp at once. *can I? haha..yah gtuh lah* dan belakangan ini..ngga lagi. kenapa? karena entah kenapa cc gue selalu ga nyalain speaker di rumah dan entah kenapa gue juga ikut2an. ahahaha. yah gituh deh. jadi..gada lagu gada suara apa2. pertamanya sih gue ngerasa sangat aneh. iyah lah yaaa..tuz ternyata enak juga. hehe. yah tunggu ajah kapan gue bosen dengan kesunyian ituh. =D ehm..abiz bikin poster perayaan natal di kantor kk gue. love it so much. hiihihiii~ =P tpi filenya guedeeeeeeeeeee banget. posternya 4x4 m. arghhh..i'm running out of space now..=( gtw dah tuh berapa gig..lupa. hehe. hmm..pertamanya gue bingung setengah mati mo bikin apa. dan gue bolak balik cari referensi..dan tiba2 idenya pop up di otak gue. wahaha. gue seneng banget. pertamanya mo bikin lebih detil. dan ternyata ga sanggup. hahaahah. oh my~ ga kebayang bikin detil orang sbiji2 sedangkan itu aja ada brapa baris gtw. wahahaha..parah. but finally it's done =P udah dar...

udah lamaaa banget yah kaga nulis. hahaha. yah scara semenjak pulang ksini sibuk banget tuh gara2 kawinan kk gue yg paling gede. Amin acaranya lancar2 ajah dan dengan sejuta umat yg kawin tgl 7, it's just a luck to have all that crowd. hehehe. yahhh..gue bangun dari pagi. tuz ke gereja di pluit, Stella Maris. tuz dandan ke yohanes bridal dan resepsi deh. dan kena macet. dan dandanan gue pertama kali kaya setan saking pucetnya dan setelah di touch up ngga membaik. ckckck..muka gue deh emank milih banget klo make up. wahhahaahha~ yahh gtuh deh..wara wiri wara wiri dan kaki gue sakit banget. parah. kapan2 kalo kawinan pake yg teplek ajah ga boleh yah? pheww~ yah gituh deh. haha. sampe skarang lom liat hasil fotonya.gtw kapang dateng. weheheh..yah gituh2 ajah sih kebanyakan. belom ngapa2in lagi. masih nyante2. dapet project sih lagi bikin ituh. tpi gtw sampe kapan. hehe. mudah2an hasilnya bagus =)