and the story goes

so yeah hi, the after graduation story is still going on. i'm still waiting for my fix and first job to come. there's one company who has accepted me and fortunately i like to work there also, but i haven't receive the contract. so..there's no work before there's contract agreement. i hope everything will be just good in time. i still need to settle lotsa things before i can start working without any distraction. by next week everything should be settle. i hope. arghhh..

life's kinda different when you have someone to share your life with. no, i'm not married. i'm being closed to someone. i'm happy yes. but it needs a lot of efforts that i have never imagined. we come from different country, culture, and the way of life. we have a lot of similarities but also differences. and once again, theory is so much more easier than the practical acts. it's hard to not let someone else just because of your ego. it's hard to know each other and understand each other without arguing. it needs a lot of efforts and strong heart to be in a real relationship with someone else. and..i don't know but it never happen years before, but it happens now. well life in high school and college is different yes. i can see now what people say as 'cinta monyet' when you're young. haha. real thing needs real effort. and it's not easy. to be honest when i have boyfriend in high school, i can do what i want. sometimes i don't want to compromise things and it's still fine. now..hmmm not really. haha. life..it can be bittersweat at the same time :)