Hellow Universe!
yeah, hellow. after a very long pause. i'm in jakarta. have just reached 2 days ago. waiting for my working visa while i'm working at home via online. disaster. i left 300 file links at my office and really wanted to teleport at once! even i have a way out not to leave it as missing links (which is very very fatal) but it needs a lot of works! 300 links! it's the same like putting a new images as much as 300. yeah, crazy. it took me 2 days to finish everything. but anyway i did it yay! so now waiting for my boss to comment on that project.
anyhow..i still don't like living in jakarta. hahaha..the dust, flies, transportation, anything. well there are few things i like actually; my family, my bed, the food. hehe..somehow i miss bali quite bad. walking for 5 minutes and you'll find a lot of interesting things. beach, foreigner, food, anything to see and enjoy. here, you walk 5 minutes and end up in the middle of the road full of vehicles and dust, again. arghhhh~
well, i hope i have more money to be on holiday. but not, i don't. i bought a new handphone because i dropped the old one. and the new phone is lame. seriously, my 2nd hand E71 is still much better than this. big argh. and i missed my flight so i have to add more money to get the next flight. so yeah i'm pretty much broke. another big argh.
and i broke up with my bf. haha. yeah, it happened last week after a bad fight, with no strong reason actually. but i think the problem have been there for too long. so yeah we broke up. the next day we met. i thought to just let it go and wanted to end it well. i just don't want that the last thing i remember about him is just pain and sadness. but he come back with a flower and asked me not to break up now. he said he's sorry for that night. he wanted us to think about it once again.
well, not really perfect but i accept that. then we talked. i told him whatever i feel and think. and he listened. i hoped he understand and really listened. well, i'll be glad to give us another chance, only if we agree to start it all over again. i won't be able to continue that relationship, and this time, let's do it right, if. well, the day after breaking up is always bad. like the worst day ever. but you know God is good all the time. haha..He gave me companions, He gave me love and strength. :)
so yeah, now he's there and i'm here. sometimes we do contact each other. but fyuuhhh..till we meet again. and i hope whatever happens is for the best for both of us. amen :)
anyhow..i still don't like living in jakarta. hahaha..the dust, flies, transportation, anything. well there are few things i like actually; my family, my bed, the food. hehe..somehow i miss bali quite bad. walking for 5 minutes and you'll find a lot of interesting things. beach, foreigner, food, anything to see and enjoy. here, you walk 5 minutes and end up in the middle of the road full of vehicles and dust, again. arghhhh~
well, i hope i have more money to be on holiday. but not, i don't. i bought a new handphone because i dropped the old one. and the new phone is lame. seriously, my 2nd hand E71 is still much better than this. big argh. and i missed my flight so i have to add more money to get the next flight. so yeah i'm pretty much broke. another big argh.
and i broke up with my bf. haha. yeah, it happened last week after a bad fight, with no strong reason actually. but i think the problem have been there for too long. so yeah we broke up. the next day we met. i thought to just let it go and wanted to end it well. i just don't want that the last thing i remember about him is just pain and sadness. but he come back with a flower and asked me not to break up now. he said he's sorry for that night. he wanted us to think about it once again.
well, not really perfect but i accept that. then we talked. i told him whatever i feel and think. and he listened. i hoped he understand and really listened. well, i'll be glad to give us another chance, only if we agree to start it all over again. i won't be able to continue that relationship, and this time, let's do it right, if. well, the day after breaking up is always bad. like the worst day ever. but you know God is good all the time. haha..He gave me companions, He gave me love and strength. :)
so yeah, now he's there and i'm here. sometimes we do contact each other. but fyuuhhh..till we meet again. and i hope whatever happens is for the best for both of us. amen :)
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