age isn't only about numbers

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started to realize that. it's not only about numbers. it's also the matters of experiences and skills. hehe. maybe i was playing in so higher level than where i am. but i don't realize that. i didn't. and when everything turns to be upside down and started to puzzle me. i sat for a while and started to think. but i can't see everything clearly. i was pissed off. and i talked to my friend. and later..one thing led to another and another and another..and everything was in front of my face. everything started to be more make sense. i started to wake up. it brings a lot of pieces of puzzle to be together. and slowly, i started to see things clearly. but it still didn't look good. i have messed things up. and the worse part is i didn't really realize that, till now. hhee. and now..i'm standing in the middle of my ruined situation. well..not totally like that..but it's kinda cracked. only 1 thing on my mind..gotta clear the thing up. like it or not..i can't run away too long. ;) it won't be finish until i finish it. so..let's see when it'll happen. when i, finally, have enough courage to do it. i admit that i was a fool..i have been a fool..

and that's what friends are for..telling you things maybe you don't wanna hear. but no intention to stab you with that. hehe..love you. and thx God, i realize it. maybe i hope i have realized it few weeks ago, but it's better than never. :)

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