2 worlds to live
just feeling so flat this time. .
going back to jakarta is like facing everything once again. and living in malaysia is like a long craziness because of the assignments and everything that had happened there. but yet, it's like you live far far away from the reality. going back to jakarta means i can't go wherever i wanna go anytime. living in malaysia means i have to count the money and thinking about running out of it in the end of month. haha.
somehow i think i have 2 different worlds to live. so many differences between two of them. someone you can meet up everyday is someone you won't see for the next 3 months or as long as the holiday. one fact that you never face will come up and messing up in your mind. party time is over. and now you have to see and feel whatever you refuse and deny to do so for the past few months.
it feels so funny somehow =D seems like you have 2 channels of tv and when one of them is on, the other one must be off. and turn it once again and everything change..
going back to jakarta is like facing everything once again. and living in malaysia is like a long craziness because of the assignments and everything that had happened there. but yet, it's like you live far far away from the reality. going back to jakarta means i can't go wherever i wanna go anytime. living in malaysia means i have to count the money and thinking about running out of it in the end of month. haha.
somehow i think i have 2 different worlds to live. so many differences between two of them. someone you can meet up everyday is someone you won't see for the next 3 months or as long as the holiday. one fact that you never face will come up and messing up in your mind. party time is over. and now you have to see and feel whatever you refuse and deny to do so for the past few months.
it feels so funny somehow =D seems like you have 2 channels of tv and when one of them is on, the other one must be off. and turn it once again and everything change..
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