water and gold
lately i'm reading one of my fave books again. entitled Gege Mengejar Cinta. the same outhor with Jomblo. haha. i enjoy his books a lot coz it's not just silly but thoughtful. it has messages inside. one of my fave type of books, you got the enjoyment and also something for your brain. weheheheh~
one of the things i found in this book is the water and gold theory. this book talks about choosing someone who loves you or you love. yeah, life. sometimes they love u while u don't. and then u do and they don't. simple but deathly. there's nothing wrong with whoever you choose, but the process won't be that easy. coz it will hurt one side at least, or both of them. don't ever think about saying no is easy. nope! i know it.
so well, the main character is a man name Gege. and 2 women. Tia, his office mate and his best friend for years. who actually loves him so much but never tries to tell her for the sake of women should be. and Caca, someone who has took his love years ago and made his world freezing while waiting for her.
everything seems to be so perfect for all of them until caca comes back to gege's life. disaster for tia coz gege finally have a close relationship that he has been dreaming about, always. after a very long journey and crazy paragraph full of sense of humor, there's time when gege wants to fight for caca and tia wants to fight for him. in the end? gege doesn't get caca and so tia does. 0-0 for everyone. and i still don't know why the ending is like that. but just leave the ending to be as it is. haha
tia is water and caca is the gold. get it? yep..somehow caca looks more valuable than tia. makes her shouts where the justice is. i know hot it feels. to be like tia. to be somehow been 'forgotten' by someone. i hated that kind of feeling. and still hate it till now. but, when i am in gege's position. i know that i never mean to hurt anybody, but yet it happens. sometimes i don't know how the world's fooling around us. and why. just so hard to choose when everything will just lead us to a disaster. crap~ so well..what can we do? i don't know. i will just follow myself. whatever i wanna do. it sounds so selfish anyway, but yet, that the only way i can take an act. by reflecting it to myself and what i wanna do. it will be my choice and i know the consequences. not all of them maybe. but at least i know. but yet, it sucks to be left or to be forgotten. =.=
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