it's complicated

have just finished watching this movie. good one though. :) i watched a bit on my flight back to jakarta few months ago. then got the movie like last month. then just watched by now. it's good. :) at least it gives me something. that you should do something for your own self sometimes, even you've already had your priority. the one on the top, is actually yourself. and it's just good to be happy in this very own life. sometimes we know how to be one, not by smooth road and everything's easy. as usual..life takes you to the most unpredictable turns, most dangerous maneuver, only to bring you something actually good in the end. that's life. at least that's how's mine works. :) sometimes it's not that good. it's not that hard. it's not that smooth. and that makes what i am today. regret? not really. i didn't do anything all good. nope. but yeah, it actually turns into something good today. doesn't mean that i never cry or feel bad or upset etc, but yeah deep inside i still know that..it's just good. it's just fine. it is. :)