war of the world

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not the WHOLE world i mean. but MY world. my small little tiny bitty..anything but small..world. haha. hmm..why small? because my life is just going through assignments..my room..my computer..food..campus..and lecturers. ahh yeahh..hmm..don't accept any critics of my english.hahahha..i know it's not perfect anyway..just feeling like to write in this kind of way..any way. =P i've just realized many things today. one of them is..don't ever print at Vista Prima. i swear. this is the place that my lecture and a thousand people outside talking about. this SUPPOSED to be a good printing shop. but NOT. a big NOOOOOOOO. i prefer to come back to miso even it's more expensive than to that place where i have to wait for ages and *honestly thx God i'm not the one who did the printing..sorry anyway =P* i don't have any word to explain the result. hmm..one thing is..it makes me feel like dejavu, when i printed my STRAWBERRY milk packagin and got a HALF CHOCOLATE one instead. yeah..that will make u understand what happened there. i don't know if i want to cry or scream as loud as i can. noooooooooo, i will never coming back there again. NOOOOO..i bend it from my entire life. hmm...yeah..

smile when you want to smile
not when others want to see your smile
it's not a sin anyway
but it's just not real
laugh if you want to laugh
laugh out loud
but don't laugh at yourself
or make other people laugh at you
instead of them
and any other thing around
do whatever you wanna do
because later
you will see
what you've done
what you've wished
become a reality
and sometimes
you just don't like it
and swear everyone else
and curse them
and again
make fun at your self
eyes can fool you
language can fool you
gesture can fool you
even your heart can fool you
and when you become a foolish
time will answer
time can't fool you
it will prove
anything you want to be proved
if you see
if you can see
time answers anything
even some that you don't expect
some that you don't want to know
but time will give you the reality
that sometimes you want to avoid
and deny
and postpone
and refuse
and when you are walking
down the street
into the life
you will see
if you want to see
you are alone
and you are not
at the same time
at the same feeling
you are
one creature
who tries to survive
when this life makes you confuse
and lost you into it..
you'll see
you'll feel...

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