this world..

hurmm...haha. have many thoughts in my mind right now. as i move here, i see many new things. feel many things. know many things. realize. notice. understand. questioning. pretend. imagine. hate. love. like. and so on. many things have happened, happened, are happening, will happen. and yeah..the world is big. big enough to save all the plots and stories of life. about the human. about who they are and what they feel. about their choices. about their ways. somehow it's amazing. but it's confusing also. hehe. some of my theories become invalid and some of them remain. some i have to improve more. hehe. yeah..this world is big enough to have as many as people with all their differences. it's kinda interesting to experience some of that differences. but yeah..sometimes it makes my world upside down. with they grey area between black and white. when sometimes it's neither right nor wrong. so yeah..sometimes i just leave it. hehe. without noticing what will happen later. =D my bad. anyway..i'm not really a perfect person. nor maybe a good one? hehe. who knows? sometimes good and bad is just ones perspective, isn't it? =D i still don't know about many things. still have to learn many things. as i realize that this world is great enough to have all that different things inside it. hahaha. it's crazy. but yah...it's another process. sometimes i do wrong sometimes it's right. but yeah..this is me. what i am. who i am. and what kind of life that i'm living. hehehehe. hope i'll be a better person after every single things that happen in my life. =)