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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight
And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen in me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen in me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen in me?

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

dan dia kembali dalam gelapnya
terangnya tak pernah ada
dan siangnya tak pernah datang
dewi malam terlelap dalam mimpinya
tentang seorang pangeran
yang meminjam hatinya
dan mengembalikannya
dalam remuk redam tak berbekas
dan ia hanya berdiri di sana
melihat tanpa hatinya
mendengar tanpa rasanya
ia mati rasa
dewi malam bangkit dari damainya
kilat kemarahan itu ada di sana
bercampur dengan benci dan sakit hatinya
air mata sudah tidak hadir di sana
hatinya terlalu lelah untuk menangis
dirinya terlalu jenuh untuk mengulang yang sama
yang terus
dan terus
berulang
dan ia menutup hatinya
membuangnya jauh ke dalam gelap
melupakan bahwa ia mempunyai cinta
dan membuatnya hidup dalam sepi dan gelapnya
karena sinarnya tak akan pernah datang
dan siangnya tidak akan pernah muncul
dan dalam gelap dan kelamnya ia tinggal
dan rasakan damainya

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