just some words on my mind ;)

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big effort to confess and to tell someone that you love him. bigger effort to still stand when the worst happened. bigger effort to keep your smile for the world and hide everything in your own heart. bigger effort to understand that you're not the one for him and there will be no story between you two. bigger effort to let your feeling goes with no regret. bigger effort to realize that he loves someone else. bigger effort to listen to him telling you about the girl. bigger effort to be neutral and give him positive input. bigger effort to smile at him and delete your feeling everytime you meet him and feel that his smile is still the same. bigger effort to say amen to his pray to be together with that girl. i don't know how much effort i will have to see them together later on. but yet. the biggest effort is to see him never feel love and give it a chance. =) so be it. love. learn. realize. feel. smile. cry. hurt. hope. wish. dream. worries. tears. laughs. no one knows about the future. live your life step by step, you'll arrive to the future later on =)

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