time to give up is coming..

-
i've got this feeling since few weeks ago. and it's bothered me. now it becomes reality. yaya he likes her, as he said so. and it made me feel so...strange. hahahaha..dunno lah. i'm sad and so disappointed. the only question appeared was why must her????? and also why mustn't me??? bodo deh. bilang aja egois n narsis. manusiawi gituh..=P yaa begituhlah. dan dia masih ragu becoz kata2 gue. that i don't like her so much. dunno why yah. based on my feeling and what had happened. biasa lah itu semuah. makanya dia masih begituh. arghh..it drives me crazy! in one side i want him to be happy and glad and be free to like any girls he wants to like. in other hand, gue gak rela. sungguh gue gak rela. i don't like that girl. besides i still loves him and keep my hope. but maybe it's the time that i must let him go. because it's useless to keep hope for anyone who won't give you any chance anyway. but it still makes me feel so..strange. semuanya campur aduk gak jelas dan yaa begituhlah. feeling gue begitu cepat berubah dari 1 waktu ke waktu yg lain. gue tau apa yg harus gue lakukan. tapi gue gak tau apa gue sanggup ngelakuin itu semua. hari ni padahal gue lagi senang. semua final projects gue udah kelar. tapi semuanya ilank gitu aja. waw...it's so amazing, isn't it? hehe. dan gue sebel tadi sama kata2 temen gue "emank apa bagusnya elu dibandingin ce itu?" ok..gue tau maxudnya dia gak jelek. tapi sungguh kata2 itu nancep bener gituh yah. seems like he never saw something good on me. oh my. i hate that sentence. kesannya kaya i'm nothing gituh. hikx. sebel banget rasanya. yaa gituh deh. tapi malam ini mata gue kebuka buat banyak hal. that i'm not his type of girlfriend..dan mungkin caranya dia liad this kind of relationship is different from me. dia sepertinya ngeliat dari skill n opportunity orang itu. yaa sudah lah. seems that it's the time to go..

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Pirate Radio (The Boat that Rocked)

-
Image
so..after waiting for 2 days, i'm watching this movie! hahaa..waktu itu nonton separo di rumahnya alia. and it's one of those epic movies. and now i've watched it full. yey! and yes, it's splendid! i love the characters, the story line, and the spirit that has been carrying inside the movie! okay, i may not have marvelous words to describe it, blame my lame vocab. hehehe. basically it tells us about one pirate radio named radio rock. it happened in uk around 1967. the pirate radio plays pop and rock and roll all day and night long while the others only played it around 45 mins a day. and yet, the british love the radio. it proves that the 'frigid' also has soul too. :P but the government wanted to shut them down, because from their point of view, rock and roll and pop were for the rebellions who'd 'destroy' the oh so well being country at that time. it's actually enjoyed by a lot of people from a lot of social levels..and it can't be shut dow
Read more

bubbly by colbie caillant

-
Will you count me in? I've been awake for a while now You've got me feelin' like a child now Cause everytime I see your bubbly face I get the tingles in a silly place It starts in my toes And I crinkle my nose Where ever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Where ever you go The rain is fallin' on my window pane But we are hidin' in a safer place Under cover staying dry and warm You give me feelins that I adore They start in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Where ever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Where ever you go What am I gonna say When you make me feel this way I just-mmm.. It starts in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Where ever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Where ever you go Dada dada dadada dada dum.. Mmm mmm.. I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just li
Read more

A piece of wisdom

-
I was out there, on motorbike, as the passenger, wondering around. And something hit me. We’re a full of flaw being. But even though so, we keep trying our best in everything. Maybe there’s where our power lays. To know and accept that we’re not perfect, yet love ourself and appreciate it anyway. And keep doing the best we know with a good intention. Learn to love ourself, as well love other people and beings. What a a life we’re havin..
Read more