look what i've done..haha

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look what i've done. hahahaahha...biz nyari bahan presentasi. n jadi gila. wakakaka..au ah..biz mempraktekkan ilmu yg gue dapet. ternyata tetep kudu pake buku panduan. ckckckc..dodol. jadi selama ni ngapain aja ya gue?? berasa wasting money. hahahaha..ga tau lah. ga konsen mulu kali ya kalo lagi les. ntah deh. huix.

yah2 buat yg uda sering bolak balik blog gue..tau kan inspirasi dari mana ni editan foto yg lagi acak2an gini?? hehehe...yah begituhlah. it's all about that story. the story that must be ended..

dia bertanya
meragu
berdiam
terpaku
pada sendirinya
pada kelamnya
pada ingatannya
pada apa yang sekarang usai
pada apa yang selama ini menyita dirinya
memenjarakannya
dan sekarang membebaskannya
namun ia tak ingin bebas
ia ingin ada di sana
bersama bahagianya
bersama indahnya
bersama sinar di matanya
dan sekarang ia berjalan tak tentu arah
bagai angin berhembus
ringan tak berujung
membawanya kembali pada layar putih kosong
yang menunggu diisi kembali
dan ia pun duduk diam
terpaku pada layar putih kosong membentang di hadapannya...

dia ingin tertawa
menangis
berbicara
berteriak
dan mengaduh
pada dunia akan dirinya
pada bintang akan hilangnya
pada bulan akan sendirinya
pada dirinya akan ia
ia tak tahu dia ada di mana
hilang
lepas
bebas
tersesat
dia mencari jalan pulang
namun gelap menantinya
dan ia tak dapat melihat
kemana hatinya menuju
kemana langkahnya berpijak
dan dia tak tahu harus ada di mana
di mana ia ingin berada
di mana ia ingin tinggal
di mana ia meraih bahagianya...

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