4ever and ever? maybe =)

hay..hehe..kerjaan gue kayanya tiap ari sama ajah ya. mayan bosan. tapi udah sedikit agak kebal nampaknya. preparing everything as i'm leaving to malaysia soon. hehe. lotsa ppl ask whether i get nervous or not. hmm..maybe not. heheheh..i feel excited bout it =) dunno why. hahahah..kinda afraid. soalnya smester 2 tuh gambarnya orang semua. dah tau gue ga bisa gambar orang sama sekali. hahahahhah..liad ajah lah nanti. wakakakaka~

hmm..gue menyadari ini beberapa hari yg lalu. that i'll never be able to forget him. =) he's still there. with the same comfy, smile, laugh, words, and warmth. i thought i'd lose him. and everything will never be the same again. hehe..maybe i'm wrong. actually i'm so glad that my thought was wrong. =) i talk almost everything to him without my mask on my face. so did he. and i'm so glad that we feel the same thing. that we don't have to put our mask on when we're talking. hehehehe...it's nice. and ya..he knows me like i do so. as it's always be. i dunno why, but for me he's still the one whom i really feel comfy when i'm around. life is just going so insane. hahahaha...

yah dan mungkin semuanya juga begitu. bahwa gue ngga bisa melupakan orang2 yg gue sayang begitu ajah. meskipun mereka bikin gue sakit hati dan segala macem. yah, mereka masih punya kebaikan yang gue inget dan tempatnya masing2 di hati gue. warnanya masing2 di hidup gue. thx 2 all of them =) bukan berarti gue ga bisa marah sama mereka atau gimana. yah itu sih selalu ada. namanya manusia. tapi ternyata sayang itu selalu menang. hehe. dan ngga bisa dirubah dengan gampang. ntah ini yang selalu bikin gue dapet masalah atau ini adalah good side of me. he said it's the good side of me. because he rarely found someone like me. =) thx to him that made me smile again. successfully. hehehe...

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